Clary woke up to a scream in the hall. She didn't even have to get out of bed to know who it came from. It was one of Jace's sluts that he was probably feeling up at this very moment. Jace Herondale was her fiancee as much as she hated to say that. Clary was the Queen of Alicate and soon to be queen of Idris and Jace was the soon to be King of Idris. Clary's father died after she was born, and her mother couldnt be the offical queen so it fell on her.

Jace and her have been engaged since they were six and she was 16 years old, Jace was 17. He acted so hateful towards her. He hates that he can't even chose who he marries so to get back at the world, he is constantly have sex with different girls almost every night, but the main one seemed to be Kaelie. it hurt her to think about this, but she just go back to sleep.

Next Morning

Clary woke up to a letter from Izzy telling her she needed to wake Jace up, that there was a meeting about the ball that morning. she groan but got ready and brushed her teeth, then set out for Jace's room. She knocked, but no answer so she just went inside and she wasn't ready for what she saw. she knew jace has been having sex with every one but when she saw him pounding into the person she hated the most, it literally tore her into because Jace wouldnt even look at her like he wanted her, he didnt even touch her, but to know that he was with her, Aline.. it hurt worse than she had thought it would. She didnt even notice she was crying until she felt someone gently rub her cheek and kept saying her name, and when she looked at who it was, she just kept staring into those golden eyes. After a few moments, Clary lost it.

"GET OFF OF ME!" clary yanked away from Jace and started running, knowing he'd be right behind her, but he wasn't fast enough. she closed her door and locked it.

"clary please can we talk? please" jace asked.

"just leave me alone and continue to fuck your blow up doll." clary said.

"Clary open this door right now, or i'll unlock it myself, dont test me." he said

clary knew he would do it, so right after she said that, she hurried and went to her passageway and snuck through it just in time when she heard him bust into her room. she ran as fast as she could in a dress and to her special spot. she knew he'd find her, but she really didnt' care. it was the only place she felt safe at right now.

Jace got in her room, but she wasn't there. It didn't take him long to find her though.

As soon as he reached the garden, he spotted that red hair immediately, it was hard to miss. He walked up behind her and put his hand on her shoulder.

Clary stiffened under his touch and wouldn't turn to met his gaze. She heard Jace sigh loudly and then felt two fingers under her chin and dragged her face to meet his gaze. They stood there for what felt like hours, but was probably only 5 minutes just staring at each other.

"clary." Jace said softly. she met his eyes finally. "you knew i was with other people, and it's never bothered you before. Whats wrong?"

"i guess you haven't been paying alot of attention because honestly that shit hurts. Seeing you parade a different girl on your arm every week when you won't even touch me! I'm your fucking finacee Jace. And for you to just throw this shit in my face, breaks my heart, and.." she just couldn't get the words out..

"what is it clary? you can tell me" he says.

"i've been in love with you since the first day i met you. you treat me like shit but im still here and loyal to you. Jace, i fucking love you so much that it hurts. it physically hurts to know that you don't have the same feelings as me." clary say barely above a whisper.

Jace is just frozen in place, not moving, not blinking, nothing. clary chewed on my bottom lip and told him she had to go. Jace didn't even stop her, he was still frozen. Once clary was out of hearing distance, Jace whispered "i love you too.." to her retreating form.