As Max left with Sam I took out my ipod which Anne thoughtfully bought it for me and went into my bedroom, turned on my ipod and stared out the window at Max, my Max
I'd swear if Sam hurt her, he well never see daylight again.
I watched as Sam opened the backseat door and allowed Max to climb in first, then he followed her in and his sister drove away.
I wish I could just tell Max how I feel pain that she is going out with Sam and how much I loved her. Then again I did kiss the 'Red Headed Wonder' as Max would say it. Maybe Max is just getting back at me… but I can only wish. Maybe if I told her how I feel maybe she would be here, with me. But I can only wish and as it is easier to kick eraser butt than to tell someone how you feel.
Geese I'm starting to lose it! I'm asking myself questions that I don't know the answer to and with all the 'maybes'
Don't worry Fang it's only a date Max had known you your entire life.
ANGEL!!! GET OUT AND I'D SWEAR IF YOU TOLD ANYONE ABOUT MY THOGUHTS YOUR SOO DEAD!!!
Sorry.
I slammed my fist into the wall leaving my knuckles bloodied and a bruise starting to form.
Damn. I thought as the message of pain flowing through my nerves to my brain.
I clicked the 'play' button on Pain by Three Days Grace.
This song is perfect at the moment.
Pain, without love You're sick of feeling numb Pain, without love Anger and agony Pain, without love I know (I know I know I know I
know) Pain,
without love
Pain, I
can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel
pain than nothing at all
You're
not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a
world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When
happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the
lights go out you will understand
Pain,
I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel
pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get
enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than
nothing at all
Are better than misery
Trust
me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will
understand
Pain, I can't get
enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than
nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get
enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than
nothing
Rather feel pain
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know
you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know
you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I
know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it
rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain,
without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it
rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain,
without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it
rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather
feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain!
I listened to the song at least another hundred times until Sam's car pulled up and they go out and Sam walked Max to the door and gave her a…
What? She's letting him kiss her, they just basically met!
They quickly pulled apart when Sam's sister started calling.
Ugh, that was gross! That little wimpy human slobbering all over Max! It only seems right if I do that to her! Even though I haven't… but she DID kiss me when Ari kicked my ass. Boy was he dead the next time I saw him.
As Max walked into the house I ran down the stairs as quietly as I can to meet her. I realized my face was still shocked from when Sam kissed Max so I put on my emotionless mask.