Maddie hugged her bear tightly as she stepped off the chilly Canada weather and into the heat of her house.
No one remembers me. Why do I even bother anymore? She sighed. Not even her own brother bother to remember her anymore. \
"Who are you?" she looked down to see the little bear all snug in her arms.
"Im... no you wouldn't not remember anyways." she set him down in front of the t.v "just stay there I'll make dinner"
She got the igreadents to make the salad she wanted, and picked up a knife. Images flashed through her mind.
'pain, cute unloved, stupid..." the voices screamed out, she looked down to her wrist and back at the knife.
The scares could easily be seen by anyone, that is if they even notice her once in a while.
"no, its been almost a month, i can not do it now." very slowly she countinieusted to cut up the veggies and ate in silence.
"why is it so hard to remember me, I mean i know i am not as loud as Alfred or the other, but Aren't i human to? She looks at her bear.
"who are you?" She did not answer, it wouldn't matter anyways.
She slipped on her boots and walked outside.
"oommppff" Her small body met another as she fell backward on the door mat.
She looked up and her bright blue eyes met violet ones.
"R-Russia? W-what are you doing h-her?" he seen what he could do to the other countries and in the meeting, ever since she tried to stay away from him. He always gets in fights with Alfred because of their different political views.
He helped out his hand and she hesitated. After a short second she took it and he yanked her up at full force.
Her arm screamed in pain as she yelp and crashed into his chest. She pushed herself off and stood a distance away from the tall nation. His eyes lit up at her weakness.
"w-what are you d-doing h-her?"
She asked again. she tried to act more confident but the tall nation was not fool, for he can see her trembling and her voice shook.
"for you." he answered simply.
Maddie was confused.
"uumm... why don't you come in?" she said in hardly a whisper.
She didn't want to be rude to him to him, fearing what he can do, plus he was the first person who took notice of her in day.. or even weeks. Alfred her own brother, cant even remember her half of the time.
She guessed that her pleasure of being noticed got the hold of her and she stepped away from the door frame so he can walk in.
She knew it was a bad idea, no she knew it was a terrible idea. She knew only to well what he could do, but whats the point, if he kills her he would be doing her a favor, besides its not like any one would notice anyways. if she was dead, the thought put a smile on her face.
She mentally slapped herself,'your an idiot there has to be one person to notice you, one person who does care.'
She jumped as fingers were snapped in her face.
she realized she was still standing in the door way. she closed the door and lead russia in the kitchen.
"D-do you want an-anything?"
she asked cursing herself for her terrible stumbling over simple words. But maybe offering him a drink would calm her down.
"Da." she grabbed a a glass.
"w-well what would you like?" she lifted the glass, motioning that she was listening for his answer.
He chuckled darkly, fighting her, making her step back.
""oh, I do not vant a drink."
Maddie was confused and frightened rom the change of the mood.
"w-what d-do... y-you want th-then?"
Russia stepped forward, his giant body almost a foot away.
Maddie tried to back away but her back hit the wall.
Russia chuckled at her frightened eyes, the wide blue eyes full of fear excited hi.
"Vhat I vant is you." He took his big meaty hand and placed it on her arm, grabbing her roughly.
Maddie looked at the hand and yelped, she struggled to try to get away.
She grabbed his hand trying to pry it off of her.
He chuckled at her attempts to get away.
"become one with russia, Da/"
He smiled his baby smile.
She stopped for a split second to shocked to even move from the question.
Finally she found her voice again.
"W-what" she gasped "NEVER!"
He chuckled darkening his eyes.
"Vhat was not a question."
'Ok' Maddie thought ' Drastic times call for drastic measures'
she swung her leg back and kicked him hard, right where no-one wants to be kicked, especially guys .
She waited for him to let go and ready to run.
He didn't move, he held her and smiled.
"W-what why didn't that hurt you! W-why didn't you m-move?" She splurted out shocked and unbelievably scared
Russia smiled his baby smile
"you come vith me, Da?"
"N-n!" and she struggled harder.
"tsk tsk" he shook his head making his white hair fall in his violet eyes
And with that, he hit her hard in the head. Maddie feel to the ground, everything looked double.
Black splotches invaded her eyesight, and a wet liquid raced down her face.
She looked up to see russia laughing.
"Never disobey me" he spoke in a soft whisper.
Maddie let the darkness take over.