Hello everyone reading this first things to say – please don't criticize my grammar or anything else because my English isn't all that good. And please comment the story after all this is my first fanfic. And this is the intro I will upload not that much because I don't have that many ideas please share your ideas with me. P.s the characters may look a bit oc and this is a bit off a mix between 2 anime d-gray man and another one but that you have to guess muwhahaha I'm evil ain't I just kidding hehehe.

Disclaimer: I don't own the gray man or anything that you recognize in this story.

Intro: The snow

Allen's pov

I ran as fast as I could home and opened the door ''I'm home, mom where are you?''

I heard footsteps and when I looked I saw my mom. Her with black hair that surrounded her face and her beautiful blue eyes.

''ah your already home Allen and how was school?'', she asked

''it was alright but how was your day mom?''

Even a 7-year-old child like me could notice how tired she was but she still smiled.

Her smile looked so gentle and kind and at the same time but at that moment I fell into her trap.

''my day was just perfectly fine''. She looked outside the window her eyes looked like she was somewhere entirely else, not in this world. She suddenly snapped back and looked at ''and was it cold outside?''

I looked at her and began to tell her excitedly about my day.

I told her how cold it was and when it suddenly began to snow. ''Hmm'' she responded but suddenly she lifted me off the ground.

''So Allen what you actually want as a birthday gift'', she asked.

''um well anything is fine as long as I have mom''. ''Ehehe how sweet of you then how about a book'', she asked' 'since you love them so much.''

My face brightened when I heard the word book and the thought of me and mom spending my birthday together. ''okay'' I said. While thinking about the snow falling together eating the cake while the lights outside are shining brightly.

Playing the piano together and singing and then in the night reading a book together before we go sleeping. I snapped back out of my thoughts when mom smiled.

Her smile was my biggest treasures before I knew what that smile was for.

'' Alright then, it's a promise but now there's another problem. What is it I asked she looked at me and grinned well what to do on your birthday. Her face crunched up slightly while she was thinking about what we could do which made me fall over from laughing.

Ah I wish this could go on forever but in my heart I knew it this can never go on.

''Oh my look at the time I have to go to work''. Allen if you're hungry there's some food in the kitchen, do you understand me?

''yes mother I understand'' alright she nodded a few times and smiled at me one more time before she took her coat and closed the door.

It was her smile that made me feel a bit at ease, I loved her smile well If only I had been wiser or known her better, if only I would know if her smile was a real genuine smile or something entirely different.

''I hoped you wouldn't leave.''

Mana's pov

It's been a year since the death from Marie Walker.

I began to walk again and there I saw it his dark brown hair stood a lot out. I walked to the bushes and yes there I saw him Allen walker my little nephew.

I don't know why, why did Marie leave me in charge of her son right before she died. ''It's snowing''.

Marie loved the snow she would always look out of the window and look with her big blue eyes of her how the snowflakes fall and the world looked different than usual.

It too quit when the winter shows up it suddenly everything becomes quit there is no sign of any live around just the snow and no one else but me. But there is one thing plaguing in my mind.

Why do I have to take care of Allen when I just heard about his existence sure I did know Marie was married for quite a while but her husband passed away. Why has nobody ever told me any of this?

I can't take care of a 8-year-old child but still she let me take care of him but while I can barely take care of myself. But it's can't ignore the life of a child like everyone else does. Especially Marie's child I began to walked towards the little boy.

''your Allen right?''. The boy looked at me. It was cold why was he here all alone why didn't anyone pick him up earlier. What was Ann thinking it was her fault Marie died after all because of her Marie worked too hard that her own body became exhausted and she died. The little boy nodded a few times and then I introduced myself.

''well I'm Mana Walker and your mother was my sister and from today of on I'm going to take care of you.

He stared at me wide-eyed, I looked at him brown hair a pale skin and silver eyes.

He looked just like an angel in the snow but when I looked into his eyes I saw a thing

The thing a child should never have not a child as innocent as him. In his eyes I only saw one thing ….. emptiness.

I looked at him again and finally understood why I had to take care of him and protect him for Marie.

Protect him and hold him close, anything to fill that emptiness in his heart those were my only thoughts.

I wanted to live next to him to be there for him that's the feeling I got when I looked at him be there for him when he grows up be a father for him the one that he's never had.

Shall we go I asked with a big smile on my face, he looked at me ''where '' he asked?

He looked a bit curious and at the same time frightened I couldn't imagine the things that had happened to him. I grabbed his hand and squeezed it a bit.

Your new home, I could already imagine it I could teach him things only I would know read books together and eat together like a real family.

I looked at the sky and thanked god for this gift I don't know why but I didn't mind the snow that much anymore it reminded me of Marie and the one existence that she left. the life of Allen Walker, I prayed to god so that we could be together forever him forever.

That's what I thought but who knew that it was impossible for me to fill his emptiness and stay together forever.

To stay next to that child's side just because…. of what I am.

Fate or lady luck wasn't on my side never was and never will be but I was happy for a short time.

Alright that was the intro and I will upload the first real chapter as soon as possible please leave a comment about this chapter and maybe ideas for the next one. Spoiler alert: in the next chapter we will go to the future to the present Allen and from there on the story will continue.

Hope you enjoyed my first real intro.