It's been a while since I wrote fanfiction, but sometimes things just need to happen. :)
DISCLAIMER - I do not own anything related to Victorious. I just have a brain that works overtime sometimes. ;D
Also there is STRONG LANGUAGE. And VERY STRONG THEMES. Don't read if you don't like strong language or strong themes. There will be some rough sex in later chapters.
Chapter 1
"What a Fucking Joke"
She never thought she'd be in this situation. Ever. Her life, at this juncture, was effectively over. If everybody loved her, like they loved that fucking Vega cunt, things would probably be different. Actually, if Jade were Vega, this would be praised. Everybody would be excited - another little Vega running around? They'd fall in love. They'd be spell bound by the little mullato child, who would be incredibly musically inclined and wittier than hell What would little baby Oliver be like? A dark, beautiful, brooding kid? A kid that would want to torment other children and then act completely innocent and get away with it?
Jade stared down at the stick and the stupid pink lines. Pregnant. With a heavy but dry eyed sob, she threw the damned thing at the drug store mirror.
"17 and pregnant," she thought, fighting an urge to sob, "what a fucking joke."
Beck Oliver stared at the television in his RV, not really seeing what was there. Jade had texted him saying that they "needed to talk," so he was aware that something had to be up. His hand kept on running up and through his hair absently - a nervous habit he'd held since childhood. He looked down at his phone as it began to buzz, and for the first time in a while, he smiled when he saw it wasn't Jade.
Andre 7:42
hey bro wazzuppp?
Beck 7:43
Not much, jade just told me we need to "talk" do you know anything?
Andre 7:43
nah dude ill ask tori.
Beck 7:44
Shes either breaking up with me or she's pregnant.
Andre 7:46
nah bro she's prolly just pissed u for something stupid again
Beck was typing out his response when Jade let herself into his RV. Her face, typically pale, was a burning red with dark rivers running down it. She'd been crying. Something was definitely up.
"Beck," she said, her voice surprisingly stoic for how her face looked.
"Hey babe, what's up?" Beck replied with his heart racing. He was able to keep himself steady and normal, however. Oh the benefits of being an actor.
"I'm knocked up," she blurted out, not really having any other way to say it. "What do you want to do?"
Beck's eyed widened. Even if he kind of thought that could be the problem, hearing the confirmation was a lot different than thinking about it. his thought process was a split second, but he felt like it was an hour. He was 18. An aspiring actor, he wanted to do things with his life. Big things. Famous things. He did not know how to respond.
"I, I don't know. What do you want to do?" He stuttered out. He had never known fear before, but he had a feeling this was very very close to what fear was.
"I don't fucking KNOW what I want to do! It's your-" she stopped herself, collecting her thoughts, her voice going from the verge of screaming to very soft. "It's your kid too."
"I...I just don't know right now, Jade," Beck finally sighed out after looking at her for a few moments.
"Fine, Beck, fuck it, just call me when you do." Jade broke her internal resolution to not scream at him, quickly grabbing her coat and slamming the door to his RV, making the entire recreational vehicle shake with an ominous boom.
Beck sighed heavily, picking up the random knick knacks she had knocked off of his shelves. What the hell was he going to do?
As Jade stepped out into the slightly chilly Monday night in November, she had to bite her lip to keep herself from sobbing again. Wrapping her coat tightly around herself, she took a moment to glare at her boyfriend's dwelling before collecting herself and sitting in her car - although not collecting herself enough not to punch the steering wheel a few times. Once she had calmed herself enough, she started the car and sped off.
Jade West, 17, pregnant, and more broken than she'd ever been in her life.
What do you guys think? Leave some love. I have about...8 more chapters already written, so if you want me to continue I will! :)
Love, Lilah
