It had only been a few days since Alice and Jasper had shown up at our doorstep, determined to join my family and to follow our way of life. Alice was nice enough, a small thing, who seemed like more of a pixie than a vampire. I couldn't figure out how she and Jasper fit together. He was something different, there was something about him I couldn't quite explain. Quite frankly, from the first time I had laid eyes on him I had started to feel things that I had never felt before.
I had been alone longer that the rest of my family. I had been made by my "father" Carlisle. Nearly a decade after making me, he made another, and found his own mate in Esme. For all intensive purposes Esme was my mother, and the other two who had been made by Carlisle- Rosalie and Emmett- were like my brother and sister. They two managed to couple off and I was left as the 5th wheel for more years that I'd like to recall. Being so different, from others of our kind, the group of us were surprised when Alice and Jasper showed up. We welcomed them with open arms, with Carlisle promising that they too could lead the lives of "vegetarian" vampires. This was the turning point, the day he stepped into the house and was welcomed, had awoken the sleeping lion within me.
And so now I stood in the forest, days later, pretending to be interested in helping them learn to hunt for animals instead of humans. I really wasn't interested at all. I was there because it was my turn to baby sit, but really I was watching him; his tall and lean but muscular body moved gracefully through the thick growth of the forest. I stared, fighting to keep my mouth from hanging open, as his body moved lithely around the trunks of the large spruce trees that dotted the area. His golden hair fell in a wave to his shoulders, and each time it caught the light I felt my dick harden in my pants, as it had the first day my eyes had inspected every inch of him. I had never been with a woman, or a man before. I had never really had much interest in having someone else in my life to begin with, but I knew right away that I wanted him. Urges that I couldn't explain were burning within me. Ideas where swimming through my head, sexual, vile, deviant. Fantasies, things I had never done or ever thought of doing flooded my mind. I had never been more glad that I was the only one in my family who could read minds.
My dick was pressing so hard against my pants that I was afraid it would rip right through them. In the distance I could hear Rosalie making her way towards where we were, ready to take her turn at babysitting. I couldn't let her see me like this. Alice and Jasper were already far enough ahead that they were no threat to my erection either. I had a choice to make, try to not think about Jasper and get my pants to stop popping, or give in and let myself have the dream of what I wanted.
"I'm heading back to the house!" I called. I made my decision. I ran faster than I ever had before, got back to the house and ran straight to my room, locking the door behind me.
"Fuck!" I whispered to myself. I scanned the room. I needed lubricant, that much i knew, but what to use? A light bulb went off and I ran to the garage. I blew past my brand new '53 Chevy and grabbed a can of motor oil. I was back in my room in a flash, shutting and relocking the door behind me. I unzipped my pants in a flash and took my dick in my right hand, pouring just a few drops of motor oil on it with the other. Even the slightest pressure mixed with the thoughts of jasper had me close to cumming. I stared down a the sleek black liquid now covering my dick, and my hand gliding back and forth. I wished that he was the one touching me. I stiffened in my own hand.
"Make it last" I whispered to myself. I took a deep breath as I moved my hand slowly up and down and let my mind take me away. Fuck, if only I could tear Alice in half and steal him away to make him my own. I would press my lips against his, and take his dick in my hands, in my mouth, and push him towards ecstasy. The more I thought about giving him pleasure the closer and closer I got to finishing. And then I thought about him taking me, sliding his dick into my ass and fucking my brains out, and it was all over. I came, moaning silently and shaking all over. I came all over my hand and all over the floor where one of my journals happened to be laying open.
"Fucking great." After cleaning myself off with a shirt from my hamper I leaned over , still reeling and unsteady from my orgasm, and picked up the journal. I stared at the page and read the entry that was now cum stained.
Alice and Jasper arrived today. They say they are mates, but I feel no connection there. What Carlisle and Esme have, what Emmett and Rosalie have, is very palpable.
I laughed lightly to myself after reading the little bit and threw the book back to the floor, leaving the cum on the page where it landed. It seemed appropriate. I decided right then that I would find away to get to him, and if he did not thwart my advances than I would have him, and in turn he could have me. But what to do about Alice? I decided I would cross that bridge when I came to it. Besides, he seemed so indifferent to her, maybe he wouldn't mind if I snapped her in half and set her on fire.