I have finally gotten around to writing a Twilight fanfic and I'm uber excited! I just finished Breaking Dawn (yes I know that I started the series late) and I can't wait to see Twilight! Eek! It shall be awesome! Anywayyy enjoy and review! Tell me if it's horrid or if by some chance it's actually ok and tell me if I should continue. Haha.
It's just a dream. It's just a dream. I keep having to tell myself that. That doesn't mean I will stop having heart failure though. My heart will only stop beating when I am turned and I am with the people I truly belong with. Besides that, I know that Edward will never leave me. He knows I am a walking accident and couldn't bear to see me hurt. It's bad enough that I guilt him into staying with me on days he goes hunting, forcing him to hunt alone at night. I can't bear to be left alone during the day. These nightmares are taking over me and I know he can see it too. I don't even have to ask him to stay by me at all times. He is just there as a protective shield. I wish he could hear my thoughts. It'd make explaining my worries and thoughts so much easier, and he would be able to see my dreams so I wouldn't have to torture myself by thinking about them again. This dream was one of the worse I've ever had. The fighting and the burning of the vampires I could deal with, but in this dream…in this dream Edward left and never came back. I had no thoughts of him no nothing. It was as if he was erased from my head permanently. That wasn't something I was about to live with. Not now. Not ever.
"Good morning Bella, love." That was the voice I'd been longing to hear. The butter smooth, perfect voice. "Sweet dreams?" he asked. "Oh the sweetest of them all." There was sarcasm in each word. "I am sorry I was gone longer than I expected. I haven't hunted in awhile and the elk just tasted so heavenly." I wonder if I'd live it too. "Make sure you save some for me!" "Love, I'd be lucky enough if you save any elk for me." Whoa seriously? I was never a big eater. Or maybe the more appropriate term would be drinker. That doesn't sound right either. I'll come up with something.
Please tell me if I should continue! Enjoy and review please!!!! Love ya'll in a nonlezzie way of course!!
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