Lost Love
By: Dessi
Rating: I have no idea how this will go, or even if it will go anywhere, but most of my stuff is PG so I'll go with that.
Disclaimer: Star Wars, and all the characters etc belong to Geaorge, you know that :D or you prob wouldn't be reading this...
Summery: A kinda of unplanned Sabe / Obi-Wan story, about how they came together and how it ended. Maybe. Mwhahaha!
Timeline: erm, this part is post AotC as you might guess...
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Part 1.
I don't remember what I dreamt, I only know I wanted it to end. I know I had seen her face, smiling up at me, but more than that I do not know.
Finally I woke up, and pushed the dream from my clouded mind as I kicked the covers back and walked to the mirror hanging on the wall. Helplessly, I stumbled over a chair I had forgotten was there, a painful reminder that I wasn't in my rooms at the temple.
Muttering a few choice words under my breath, I stared my red-eyed reflection. It was as if a different person was staring back, one full of grief and one lost. I ran a hand through my un-ruled hair, and remembered when I'd had a braid there. I had never been lost then, my Master had always known what to say at times like these to make all the pain go away.
Now I was a Master, I had to be the one to tell myself the comforting words I know he would have said.
Slowly I turned from the mirror, changed and cleaned up as best I could. My limbs still felt like lead, my head still swam with memories of the past, but this time, this day, I managed to make it out the door of my room. I know I still looked ill, and in some ways I was. What made it worse were the sympathetic looks I gained from random people walking past me.
But even so, they all avoided me, not knowing what to say, or what I wanted to hear.
Finally I reached where I was going, I hadn't known until now. My body had gone on without me, and I should have known it would be here. I brushed aside the delicate curtains, and walked out onto the sun-soaked balcony. I leant against the rail, and let the Naboo sun beat upon my skin, and the cool air fill my lungs. I had almost forgotten how beautiful this planet was, with its endless rolling mountains, and it's deep blue crashing waves.
I closed my eyes, and for once in a long while, just enjoyed feeling the Force flow around me.
But then I heard a sound, one that brought me back to where I was, and what had happened.
Down below, Padme laughed, and ran out, followed closely by my Padawan. They were happy, chasing each other through the gardens, two people deep in love. It made things inside me ache, a pain that I wished would just go away. No, I didn't, I wanted this pain, it told me I was still alive, and that no matter what, I would always keep my promise to her. That I would always love her, no matter what would happen, that I would always hold her deep within my heart.
I watched the couple come together, Anakin held her arms, and they looked in each others eyes, seeing what only a couple can see, the very soul of the other.
I turned away from them, and sat on the cold surface of the balcony. I closed my eyes tight, and remembered that day when I had first looked into another's soul.
By: Dessi
Rating: I have no idea how this will go, or even if it will go anywhere, but most of my stuff is PG so I'll go with that.
Disclaimer: Star Wars, and all the characters etc belong to Geaorge, you know that :D or you prob wouldn't be reading this...
Summery: A kinda of unplanned Sabe / Obi-Wan story, about how they came together and how it ended. Maybe. Mwhahaha!
Timeline: erm, this part is post AotC as you might guess...
******
Part 1.
I don't remember what I dreamt, I only know I wanted it to end. I know I had seen her face, smiling up at me, but more than that I do not know.
Finally I woke up, and pushed the dream from my clouded mind as I kicked the covers back and walked to the mirror hanging on the wall. Helplessly, I stumbled over a chair I had forgotten was there, a painful reminder that I wasn't in my rooms at the temple.
Muttering a few choice words under my breath, I stared my red-eyed reflection. It was as if a different person was staring back, one full of grief and one lost. I ran a hand through my un-ruled hair, and remembered when I'd had a braid there. I had never been lost then, my Master had always known what to say at times like these to make all the pain go away.
Now I was a Master, I had to be the one to tell myself the comforting words I know he would have said.
Slowly I turned from the mirror, changed and cleaned up as best I could. My limbs still felt like lead, my head still swam with memories of the past, but this time, this day, I managed to make it out the door of my room. I know I still looked ill, and in some ways I was. What made it worse were the sympathetic looks I gained from random people walking past me.
But even so, they all avoided me, not knowing what to say, or what I wanted to hear.
Finally I reached where I was going, I hadn't known until now. My body had gone on without me, and I should have known it would be here. I brushed aside the delicate curtains, and walked out onto the sun-soaked balcony. I leant against the rail, and let the Naboo sun beat upon my skin, and the cool air fill my lungs. I had almost forgotten how beautiful this planet was, with its endless rolling mountains, and it's deep blue crashing waves.
I closed my eyes, and for once in a long while, just enjoyed feeling the Force flow around me.
But then I heard a sound, one that brought me back to where I was, and what had happened.
Down below, Padme laughed, and ran out, followed closely by my Padawan. They were happy, chasing each other through the gardens, two people deep in love. It made things inside me ache, a pain that I wished would just go away. No, I didn't, I wanted this pain, it told me I was still alive, and that no matter what, I would always keep my promise to her. That I would always love her, no matter what would happen, that I would always hold her deep within my heart.
I watched the couple come together, Anakin held her arms, and they looked in each others eyes, seeing what only a couple can see, the very soul of the other.
I turned away from them, and sat on the cold surface of the balcony. I closed my eyes tight, and remembered that day when I had first looked into another's soul.