Lollypops

You online?

Quarterback8

I am online, Lollypops

Lollypops

You're so funny...

Quarterback8

Is that so? I find you rather cute and adorable .

Quarterback8

You're site name is Lollypops

Lollypops

You sure I'm sweet?

Quarterback8

No...I imagine you are quite the sweetie oh so full of goodness

Lollypops

Aww your so nice...

Quarterback8

Yes I am. Especially when I'm talking to a cute girl wink wink

Lollypops

Oh really?

Quarterback8

Really, anyway so... How are things with your mom ?

Lollypops

Things are okay I guess, I mean she's hardly home and when she is she's home she's not really there if you know what I mean and the only thing we have in common is dad and the fact we kind of look a like and that is it :-(.

Quarterback8

Why don't you spend sometime with her even if it is through work or your father.

Lollypops

I guess I could but, she doesn't understand me like you do.

Quarterback8

Well I am sure when you spend time with her she will.

Quarterback8

You are always welcome to talk to me... You know that I am here for you.

I had been talking to quarterback8, my pet name for him was 8pack, for three months now and each night I craved the conversations we had. From three p.m. to three a.m. we talked, or rather I talked and he listened to me. I told him about my day, my lack of a social life in school and how my mother was hardly around now her career was taking off and my dad is hardly there either and how lonely I am.

He would ask me things that made me slightly uncomfortable so I did the only thing I knew and that was to come offline for a few days.

Nevertheless it made me uncomfortable so I logged off the site but not before a final message popped up. Squinted at it I reached for my glasses, the black chunky rimmed frames resting on the bridge of my nose.

Quarterpack8

Sweet dreams, Lolly

My heart did skip a beat when he called me Lolly just lolly.