((Special thanks to my beta, Maggiedoodle18.))

The dark road continued plainly in front of the Impala, showing no variation. The flat land surrounding the road never varied, never rose, and never fell. The plains passed the Winchester Brothers without notice, and they each fell into their own reveries.

Dean smiled to himself as he remembered the 'busty asian beauty' he had met at their previous motel.

"Sam," He had said, "you need to go out for a very long swim- you know, to take your mind of things."

He felt kind of bad about manipulating Sam's feelings to get an hour with her, but decided it was a victimless crime.

Sam's face was fallen. Jessica never left his mind, and he mourned over how she had left his life.

In this world you tried, not leaving me alone, behind
Theres no other way, I prayed to the gods, "let (her) stay"

A sad smile crept over his face; whenever he remembered her he felt her comforting presence, erasing away the bad feelings.

The memories ease the pain inside, and now I know why.
All of my memories keep you near, in silent moments, imagine you'd be here
All of my memories keep you near, in silent whispers, silent tears.

Sam looked over to Dean, who would continue to smirk oddly every few seconds. Sam acknowledged Dean as a grounding force in his life, keeping him glued to reality.

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life

However, Sam could never keep his mind off of Jessica. Without knowing it, he clasped his hands in a prayer, asking Jessica to tell him, somehow, that she was alright.

Hope there is a way
To give me a sign you're okay

But in his mourning, Sam could never forget the bastard who took the two most precious women in his life away from him. His hands broke from a prayer and made fists, shaking in rage.
He knew how he spent so much of his life trying to get back at this monster, and sometimes he would ask himself if it was worth chasing Azazel cross-country anymore.

But then he remembered Jessica, and how she bound him to the normal life he so desperately desired. Sam knew he would never be able to have any kind of normal life until that demon was dead.

Reminds me again its worth it all
So I can go home.

He remembered her lips, her voice, her presence. He remembered how he felt when she talked, and when they kissed.

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments, imagine you'd be here
All of my memories keep you near
In silent whispers, silent tears

A tear rolled down his cheek as he held desperately onto every memory he had of her. He would never allow himself to lose any of the love or memories he had for Jess.

Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling you know I love you till the end of time.

Sam wanted to be with her again so badly. He clutched his chest in emotional pain as another tear fell from his eyes.

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments, imagine you'd be here
All of my memories keep you near
In silent whispers, silent tears

In all of the sadness, Sam felt his heart lift in the way it would whenever Jessica was near.

All of my memories.