Author's note: Hi everyone! My name is Melody and this is my first drabble in English. That's my first attempt, and hell I'm happy about this. Sorry if something is wrong, i promise I will make better in the future. Sooooo have a nice read! And please comment.

I love her.

That's the only truth I know, but at the same time it's something i shouldn't be thinking about. Like, think about her... and think about my shameful feelings.

"There are things that never will be." I hearded it a long time ago, and I learned to accept it. I worked really hard to understand this stupid quote,and in the end, I made it. But damnit! Nobody knows how painful it is. Gave up about something you wish the most,because you already know it won't work no matter what you do.

For god's Sake!

Everything is so confusing in my head...so strange, but I know more THAN ANYTHING that I must carry on, like I always do. However, I still can hear my heart beating fast, really, really fast inside my chest every time I see her. And It scares the hell of me, because I'm afraid she can hear it.

Hear my heart beating just for her, and only her alone for my whole life.

But that can't be, everything are just a dream...Because she is...

— Satoru? Are you alright? — She asked me with a little smile on her face. Her hair fell on her eyes for the wind's fault, and I smiled to her too.

But my smile was nothing in comparasion with hers.

— Yeah...— I said while I looked at her blue eyes.— I'm fine mom.

— It's a lie, right?— She saw through me, again.

"Vampire." I thought automatically, while my own eyes fell down looking the floor.

— OF COURSE NO! — I reply with all my strength. I don't wanna make she worry about me anymore. She doesn't deserve it.

— Just kidding..— It was the last thing she said before kiss my forehead with all care in the world.

So, I raised my head and thought with myself that: "she's a bad liar too."

And probably, I'll love her for the rest of my life, but It's fine, i'll make sure she never finds it out. Because i'm his son, and that is how it 's supposed to be .