Why does nobody understand
I feel like I'm the only one drifting through this dark room as though it was a different land.
Waiting for somebody to reach their hand forward
Where is the light?
The voices tell me I'm surrounded by those who love me
Those who would do anything for me
I see it differently.
Where is the light?
Dark shadows creep forward
Untouched by the light that no longer shines.
My room of confinement defines who I am.
It surges through me,
Ripping me inside out just to show it's love.
One that a mother had promised but had never carried through.
Where is the light?
And only when I am shown a bit of compassion and asked. "Are you alright?"
Alright?
When have I ever been alright?
I look for something that I crave.
A light that can take me to a place where I can be free of the torture.
Where is the light?
The only light I can see is a sun,
It mocks me and laughs at my failures just as the dark has done.
Is there somebody that can show me the way?
One that has light leaking out of their stitched closed heart?
Or shall I stay in my closed of world or black blood never to open my heart again.
Where is it?
Where is the only thing that I have ever wanted?
I was fabricated to be a weapon, but guided by some to be a friend.
A family obsessed with power,
A genderless child hoping for the world to accept who I am.
Where is the light?
I want to hug poor Crona child and unstitch his broken heart. Hope it's not the worst thing you have ever read.
-Fizzydrink101