I pictured The Doctor singing this once and when I got into Joseph and The Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat I thought about this more. Here is my first songfic.
Disclaimer: I do not own Doctor Who or Joseph and The Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat. They are owned by mightier people.
Close every door to me,
Hide all the world from me
Bar all the windows
And shut out the light
There was no more light in my world. Rose was gone. Everything was gone. The Daleks and Cybermen insured that. It was like I was in the void. The sadness that overwhelmed me was crushing.
Do what you want with me,
Hate me and laugh at me
Darken my daytime
And torture my night
I am tortured by the thought of her trapped in the parallel universe. I save the worlds but I couldn't save her. I could do anything but I couldn't help her. I receive no kindness for what I do. I have saved worlds but I have no justice.
If my life were important I
Would ask will I live or die
But I know the answers lie
Far from this world
I don't matter. Rose gave me meaning. She changed me for the better. I am nothing. I will live on for many more years though she will die in a blink of my eye.
Close every door to me,
Keep those I love from me
Children of Gallifrey
Are never alone
I have no more options. I have no loved ones. Though I know I am not, I feel I am alone. I will have more people in my life but none will be like her. I am the lonely traveler and I must travel on.
For I know I shall find
My own peace of mind
For I have been promised
A land of my own
I will find her again one day. I will try with all my might to get her back but I know that is impossible. She and I are separated by a universe. I find hope in the thought of her safety though.
Close every door to me,
Hide all the world from me
Bar all the windows
And shut out the light
I am alone. There is no point of denying it. There is no escape for me. I have no relief.
Just give me a number
Instead of my name
Forget all about me
And let me decay
I have no name. I have not even a home. I have only my Tardis. Even that though is empty to me now. I could just die of the sadness swelling in me.
I do not matter,
I'm only one person
Destroy me completely
Then throw me away
I am one person. I am a Timelord. Even now I don't see the benefits of being that if I can't go back and save her.
If my life were important I
Would ask will I live or die
But I know the answers lie
Far from this world
I won't die. I will only regenerate. The answers have died in the fires of Gallifrey.
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