A/N-So thought i give this a try be think about for it a - Post Breaking Dawn, Edward goes away to hunt with Reneesme,Rose,Emmet,Alice,Jasper and Esme while Carlise is at work. He comes home early and bella gets her enjoy and review.(Alice lost her visions after Reneesme was born).
B(POV)
I don't what's wrong with Edward lately. It feels like he's pulling away from me,everytime i try to start getting hot and heavy he freaks and runs away. I don't know what to do anymore i'm so frustated. Espacially after last night i had to sit and listen to Esme and Carlise having sex as Edward went away out to hunt-again- and Reneesme stayed with Jacob. The worst thing is she came and asked me to go and buy her condoms before she left it sucked- speaking of suck i really need something to suck so bad. Oh god. I can feel myself getting really wet. I spoke to Alice about it and she even didn't know what was wrong with him but she says she bought something online for me and that if i wanted to use it would be at the back of her told me the next day that she had told Jasper about what was going on between me and Edward i can remember him coming up to talk to me.
(FLASHBACK)
"Bella can i talk to you outside for a moment"Jazz asked me. I was immediatly confused. What did he want to talk to me about?
By this point we were outside and out of hearing range of everyone at the house."What's wrong?"
"Alice told me about what's going on between you and Edward-"he was interruped by me growling. i turned around to run back to the house so i could rip her head off.I felt Jasper pull me back."She thought i could help down."I immediatly calmed and burst in to dry sobs.
"I don't get it. What's wrong with me?"I turned around in his arms and dry sobbed into his shoulder. While he ran his hand up and down my back in a soothing manner. He held me till i calmed down.
"There's nothing wrong with you." i lifted my head off his shoulder and looked into his eyes. I reached up on my tip toes and kissed him. He pushed me away saying no."Bella your frustrated. Don't'.Ok?"
"Yeah i'm sorry i didn't mean too"i i looked down.
"Bella the reason i brought you out was to tell you that i don't know what's wrong with Edward but i do know that something is wrong with him."he looked down on me with sad eyes."But me and Alice will be here for you till everything gets sorted out but not like that." Jasper laughed when he felt my embaressment."It's going to be ok."
(END FLASHBACK)
That was over a week ago and still no change- if anything it's getting can only spend like 5 minutes with me now till he has to grab Alice. At least he has the deacny to take her out into the woods instead of fucking her about 15ft above me.
Anyway everyone is away out hunting apart from Carlise he's it work.I ran upstairs to Alices room. I went straight to the back of her closet.I found the bag it had a sticky note on it.
Bella
Have fun
Alice x
I laughed when i read it she may have lost her visions but she still knows things. I took the box out just to find another sticky note on it.
I put fresh batteries in the bag just incase
Alice xx
I could feel myself start to get excited in knowing what i was going to do. I ran up to Edward and mines room when i heard Carlise's car pull into the driveway. I groaned in frustration. For fuck's sake i can't catch a break. I ran back to Alices room and put it away then ran into the living and sat on the couch. He wasn't meant to be back till tonight. I could hear him walking up the path to the door.
"Hello Bella."
I don't even look up from the tv and just gave him a curt wave. He walks over to me and sits next to me on the couch.
He turns and says"Bella what's going on?"
I looked over to him i seen the concern and worry in his eyes. I cry out in frustration.
"Carlise i don't know what to do anymore.I have tried everything-"
"Bella calm down. Tell me what's going on."
"Edward and me haven't has sex in 7 months and i'm so frustrated. Do you know how bad it is Alice had to buy me a toy and just as i'm about to use you had to come home early- speaking of which why are you home?" I quickly say in a rush.
"I don't know what to say but now i understand about the other week when me and Esme where having sex and i smelt your arousal. I'm of the other doctor's came off sick leave they sent me home early."
"Carlise you don't have to apoligise for having sex with your wife."i look down at the floor."I'm going out to hunt."And with that i ran out the door deep into the woods. Looking back i realised what a mistake that was i would never be prepared for what is saw that day out in the woods.