Silent Screams And Mute Tears - A Tracy Beaker FanFic

Authors note - I DO NOT OWN TRACY BEAKER! this is my first ever fanfic, Tracy is hiding a secret, it will be revealed later on if people read my story? please review! Also this story is not suitable for young readers, so 14 over? Also i wouldve placed this in Tracy Beaker returns but it isnt there, so it is in tsotb. Sorry

TRACY POV

I took a deep breath, and wiped away my tears, i couldn't let anyone see me like this. NO-ONE. If anyone did find out, they wouldn't understand, all i could do now was hide. Hide all my dears and show no emotion.

EPOV

Tracy walked through the door, it was onlu a couple of seconds until she was greeted by Harry he was a little boy, he held a toy giraffe named Jeff in his tiny hands and he had little blonde curls and bright blue eyes. "Trraaaccyyyy!" he said as he ran up to her. Tracy lifted him in to the air and spun him round.

"Hows Jeff today? Tracy asked "Great!, Me and Jeff are gonna play spies with Sapphire later!"
"Make sure you and Jeff have fun then! now i gotta go make lunch" Tracy said as she made her way to the kitchen

As she walked to kitchen she saw Tee and Johnny sword fighting, Carmen and Lily dancing, Frank and Liam making Liamade and Toby making a model. She could feel herself wellling up.

TRACY POV

i cant handle this, i gotta keep this secret from everyone.. I would've had the day off work, but Mike certainly would've wanted to know why, and Cam would of kept on questioning me. I would be interrogated everyday. Right now, i just wanna disseapear, hide in a corner, just make everything stop.

EPOV

"Ahh Tracy! Finally, listen these onions need chopping dont they man, come on" Gina exclaimed Tracy began to chop the onions, a wave of relief rushed over her, she could cry without needing to give an explanation as to why. She let the tears fall, but it must've been too much cause Gina began to notice her, maybe too much.

"Tracy? Are you ok? " Gina asked, trying to read her face see what was wrong.

"I'm fine" Tracy simply said, it was so quiet but it may aswell have been a whisper, she made no eye contact with Gina, not wanting to give anything away.

GINA POV

She never acted this way before, the onions weren't THAT strong, and if they were they don't make choke up. Something wasn't right, she wasn't her usual bubbly self. there wasn't any 'Tracy plans' and she wasn't very talkative, it was like she didn't wanna be here, it was like she was hiding something...