Posion Maker: Hope you like, song is by Evanescence and its called 'Tourniquet'. I don't own it or Harry Potter. This story is in Draco's point of view and the plot and such is mine I guess, Its just something I wrote.

I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost?

Words sprayed across the paper. Words of pain and anguish screamed out to anyone who would read it. The lost soul with traumatic filled, silver eyes stared into the unseeing crowd. Mined lost in memories that wished to be forgotten.

My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

"Sod off Ferret!"

"Go run home to your Death Eater daddy!"

"We should kick him out of the school before he kills us in our sleep!"

"You're a disgrace!"

"I'll show you what we do to fags like you!"

"Maybe that will teach you to disobey me!"

"Why do I bother?"

"Why do I try?"

"He'll never see me other then an enemy…"


Do you remember me
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost?

I scream out for help but they refused to listen. I'm nobody to bother with. I'm nothing…


My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

I stood on the battlefield. Screams, curses, spells and blood filled all senses. I watched people die, their lifeless bodies lay at my feet. I watched Harry Potter and the Dark Lord fight in the middle of it all. Watched as the Dark Lord died, watched as the side of Light cried in joy and watched as the remaining Death Eaters fled for their lives. I watched as everyone celebrated because their Savior saved them. Everybody was saved, everybody but me…


I want to die!

My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

I sat against a cold stone wall, in the darkness of the boy's bathrooms. Blood flowed out of the large cuts that ran up my arms. Darkness swam through me and I realized that I was finally leaving this world, just a few more minutes then I'll be gone.

"Malfoy!" shouted a voice. I looked up to find Harry looking at me, shock written on his face. "What do gasp… you want Potter" I breathed out; breathing and talking became so hard.

"Why?" Harry shakes his head as he asked. He bended down and started to whisper healing spells to my bleeding arms and blood replenish spells to my chest. "Why… why do you care! Why didn't you let me die!" I voiced my thoughts, voice getting stronger as the spells healed my body "Why, damn it!"

He just looked at me with those sad, emerald green eyes then, to my shocked surprise, collapsed next to me and tightly hugged my bloody form. "Because we still need you" He cried, tears rolling down his face "I still need you!"

I lay shocked, staring at his messy black hair with tears also forming in my eyes. "Really?" I whispered to him. "Rally!" He whispered back.

Relief and a feeling of being loved and not alone washed over me. I was wanted, needed.

In my darkest hour I found salvation.


My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied

Christ
Tourniquet
My suicide

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