Left In The Dark (a Team Fortress 2 fanfiction)
I don't own Team Fortress 2 or the songs that inspired me. Might be ooc.
May 28th, 20XX
Snipes has been spacing out a lot. When we talk or hold each other, he seems to be a million miles away. It never used to be like this, we were closer then two bullets in a magazine. Now I don't feel like he is there.
May 29th. 20XX
My high school best friend is now on the Red team. He is a soldier. That is so cool. Maybe me and Snipes can have him over for dinner sometime. Hadn't seen him in a long while. It took Snipes forever to tell me about him joining Red team. That is odd. It is not like we were ever together. Maybe my Snipes is jealous because we know each other or something.
May 30th, 20XX
Snipes said he was tired. It has been over a month since we were intimate. Before we were like bunnies. Now he says he is tired. I got a feeling that something is going off. Someone else touching him makes me sick to my guts. Have I gained weight? I don't think so. My uniform fits better then ever. If only I could read his mind.
May 31st, 20XX
I got assigned a mission to the Congo for a month. I leave in 6 hours. This will be the last time I write until I get back. Maybe space is what we need for our relationship. I wish it would be anytime but now.
June 26th, 20XX
Got home early. Snipes is still at work. Cleaned up the house, took a shower, cooked us a nice meal and placed rose petals leading to our bed. Now I just have to wait until my Snipes gets home. I hope he likes his surprise. Ooh I just heard the key in the door. Will write later.
June 26th, 20XX
My heart is ripped from my chest. I can't breathe, feel or speak. How could he? Why would he?
July 03rd, 20XX
First time in days I have been sober. Snipes has been screwing Solider for almost 2 months. He keeps calling and calling. And I know he has stopped by by the knocks at the door. eventually he leaves. I can tell by the silence at the door. I need answers.
July 05th, 20XX
Slipping into the house we once called home was easy. Now waiting on him to come home was the hard part. I waited in the shadows for him to walk in. Snipes just walked in. Write later.
July 05th, 20XX
It came out in a rush as soon as I saw him. "And there are so many things I just got to know: You tell me why? You tell me where? You tell me when?" Before he could even speak, I started kissing him. "But don't tell me now, I don't need any answers tonight. I just need some love, so turn out the light, and I'll be left in the dark again." I moaned into Snipes mouth as I pushed him onto the bed.
July 06th, 20XX
I woke up with Snipes curled up on my chest. I just laid there watching him sleep. I am a fool. But, I don't care, as long as Snipes stays with me.
Songs that inspired me:
We're Both Thinking Of Her by Tiffany
Left In The Dark by Meatloaf