Hi! This is my first OS that has actually stayed as one, so i really hope you like it. It's random, yes but i was so frustrated with not posting on any of my other fics that I had to write something!
It's basically a letter to Edward from Bella, after she's died. There's no back story but i just think this is how her last letter to him would be.
Enjoy!!!
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Edward,
If you're reading this then I'm sorry.
I didn't want to leave you, not ever.
But sometimes, in life, you have no choice and i had to go. I'm so sorry.
I want you to know that i love you Edward – more than anything. I know you love me too
Thank
you, for everything. I don't know what i did to deserve you but
whatever it was, I'm so grateful
i don't regret our time
together – not one second- and i hope you don't either.
Whatever has happened to me, you need to realise it wasn't your fault.
I know that you'll be blaming yourself for it. Don't.
Being with you was a choice i made, and it was the best thing i ever did.
I wouldn't have changed one moment of it – not for the world.
You were my world, my entire life. Without you, i wouldn't have had anything, my life would have been empty, but it wasn't - because of you. You were everything to me Edward, and you made me who i am. With you, i saw how great life could be.
I was so lucky to have had that chance.
Please don't be sad anymore, of everything, i don't want that.
I'll miss you – so much – and i can't tell you how much i wish i was still with you. But you need to know that wherever i am – I'm happy. I want you to be too.
Don't hate yourself for this. It wasn't your fault.
And
please, please don't do anything stupid. I mean it Edward. Don't
think that hurting yourself will change anything.
It won't do
any good and it won't bring me back.
You have to live now –
for both of us
I
want you to promise me something, something i promised you a long
time ago.
Be Safe.
I kept to my promise. It's your turn now.
Don't be sad forever Edward. I love you more than anything and that will never change, no matter where i am. You were the best part of my life. Everything we did, everything you said, will always be a part of me.
A brief life with you was more than i could have ever wished for. It wasn't just good, it was the best.
I know that you'll miss me, but life goes on. It has to. No one can spend forever mourning. It wouldn't be fair to you or to me.
All i want is for you to be happy. That may seem impossible right now, but one day, the sun will rise and you will realise that, you can move on.
You have to let go of me now. I want you to live the best life you possibly can, and be the happiest you can be.
If not for yourself, then do it for me. It's what i would want
Everything's going to be okay now Edward.
I promise.
I love you.
Goodbye.
Bella xx
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Now!
Please review! It only takes a second; just tell me what you
thought!!!
I'm
going away in a few days, so i won't be writing anything else for a
while. But check out my other fics.
As
always a huge thank you to BrittanyPerson. You're awesome.
And
also a shout out to Storyteller xx. I've really enjoyed talking to
you.
Cya! Rose xx
