"No! Im doing this! And im going to do it alone"- she said , loudly
"are you crazy, Emma. Its not safe for you do it on your own"- David said
"You are bloody out of your mind if you think i will let, Swan"- Killain moved closer
"Let me? Who you think you are!?- she sound a little harder than she wanted and she regret ir the second after –"Why you dont trust me? You of all of people, wasnt you the one who believed in me the most, in my magic?- she said softly
"I still do! I believe in you, Emma. But theres a difference in having magic and doing something stupid on your own. I wont let that happen"- Killian said
"Ugr, im not asking you ! what ... do you want to do it?- go on your own and risk your life with one hand like you did before?"- she sound harder that she meant too but she was annoyed, angry
"Im one handed and with a hook but i have survived 300 years, swan"
"yeah, only to come and screw my life"- she said and she hated herself when she saw the pain in his eyes
"you are not going alone"- it was all Killian said and looked away
"Hook is right, Emma, this is too risky. We know you have your magic but the snow queen is powerful too"- David said
"I- i just dont want to put anyone"- and she looked at Killian –" in danger. I want to do this. Im the savior"
"savior or not, you are not going alone. So, when do we leave?"- Killian asked moving
"ugrrrr"- she rolled her eyes and groaned –" No, you stay here"- she pointed to her dad
"Emma"- David said and looked at Snow
" i need you here to take care of the station and mom needs to take care of my brother and Henry"- she looked to both of her parents and they knew better then arguing
"Why Hook gets to go with you?"- David asked
"Well, just because he is damn stubborn and wont leave me alone!"- she said
"So, are we leaving or what?"- Killian asked
"Just pray that you wont get yourself killed pirate"- she said annoyed
"arent you the saviour, wont you be there to save my life, swan?"- he shoot back, still hurt for her words. She was gave him a fake smile and then they left.
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They went throught the forest, trying to find where the snow queen was hiding, they needed to stop her, she was freezing the whole town, there was several people on the hospital already, they needed to put an end on it. The walked for what it felt like hours, just a deep silence between and it was getting darker and colder.
"Emma, you are freezing. We need to find a place to stay tonight"- Killian said
"Im fine, i dont need you to proctect me. In any case you are the one who needs protection"- she said and kept walking, rubbing her arms
"Can you stop it! Im done with-!"
"With what?"- she asked cutting him – "with me, you are done with me?"- she finished, and Killian couldnt put at finger if she looked relief or hurt or both.
"Im done with the fighting, just talk to me! Why are you acting like this?!"- he asked
"I dont know what are you talking about"- she said and kept walking and she spotted a house.- "there"- she said, pointing it out
"Lets see what this is"- Killian said and they moved to the place, it was a big, empty house.
"Its warmer here"- Emma said, taking her jacket off and rubbing her arms
"I will light the fire" – Killian said and move to do it
"Wait! magic, remember?"- she said, moving her hands
"Right!- he smiled a little and she turned the fire place on. He smiled big this time, he was so proud of her – "Im gonna see what i can find"- he moved and later came back with a big nice blanket and he found her sitting infront of the fire over the carpet, with bare feet and only her blouse and jeans on, thinking.
"I found this"- he said- "not food, only water and a bit of coffee"- he finished and walked closer to her and wrapped the blanket over her shoulders, she was looked at him and smiled.
"thanks"- she said softly. The soft look back in her eyes.
Killian walked away and took his shoes off and his coat and vest and seated on carpet before the fire too, close but keep his distance to Emma.
"Killian, i- you are cold"- she said when she turned around to face him –" come closer"-she told him but he only turned toward her not closer, so she did , close enough to wrap the banket over his body too a little. They were there, sitting close, facing each other and neither of them could break the long gaze, staring deeply into each other´s eyes.-
-"Your cheeks and noise are red"- she said softly and moved closer "let me share this with you"- taking the blanket and wrapping it over his shoulders and covering all of his body, and now her legs were staying over his, facing each other. Close enough to see deep into each other´s eyes, close enough to have the lips and faces touching in one single movement- "you are really cold"- she said and she let her hand touched his wet hair for the snow and then his face, caressing it slowly.
She just couldnt helped it, they were so close and the fire helping to completly forget the freezing outside, maybe it was just their body heat and a little do to the fire place. They couldnt break eye contact, they needed contact, skin against skin.
Emma was the one to move closer, she couldnt stop herself. Not thinking at all, just feeling, just letting go. It was always like that with him for a while now, whenever he was around and close enough, she couldnt think or listen her thoughts, but just feel, the connection, the body attraction, the feelings, she felt drawn to him pretty much since they met but she was better at hiding or fighting against it, now it was impossible, the damn pirate managed to break every single one of her walls, or even worse those walls seem to be drawn to him, needed to reach for him, to feel him. It was like magnetic, she couldnt stop herlself, she didnt want to stop herself. She got close and then her lips were touching his, softly, it was more than a peck but a tender kiss and she moved back and they just stared for a while .
"Im sorry, i. I didnt mean to hurt you, i just was angry"- she said.
"why? Did i do something wrong to you?"-he asked, doubting
"When you said that you were done... with me"- she said looking down
"Emm-"- she cut him putting her finger on his lips –
"I was relieved because if you give up, you would stay away and you would be safer"- she said she tried to look down or away, his gaze burning her.
"Safer from what, love"- he asked, grabbing her chin and making her look at him
"I was angry because yesterday you put yourself in danger because you were trying to help me. I almost lost you"- she said, almost crying
"It will take much than that for you to get rid of me, Swan"- he smiled, trying to make her smile- she did, a little
"the Snow queen and me and my magic, if you give up... i want you to be okay, alive"-she said
"Lov"- he tried again and she made him stop
"but when you said you were done...just the thought of it. Killian, i... Dont do it, dont give up...dont give up on me"- she said, so vunerable, looking deep into his eyes, hoping that he could read the words that she couldnt just say.
"Emma"- was all he said and then he was kissing her again, softly, trying to show her that theres not way in this world or any world that he could ever be done with her, god! He truly loves her and he would give his life, his home and his soul to the devil just for her, for one single of those beautiful smiles of her, for the sotfness in her eyes when she looks at him, for the tenderness in her voice when she calls him Killian, so sweet, so soft that it feels like love, the deep and strong love that he feels for her and he only hopes that she gets ready soon because he just wants to make her feel loved and happy.
Slowly the blanket was over the carpet and Emma was laying in her back and he was on top of her, kissing her with love, in that moment the world seemed to stop and it was just the both of them and their warmth and their love and nothing else mattered.
