Okay so, I wrote this a while ago and just looked it back up and realized how bad it really was. Soo, here is the new version(or at least the start of the new). Hope you enjoy(:
Chapter 1- The Beginning.
~Sams POV~
Its lunch time and I see Freddie and Carly. I wave them over to our table. Carly grabs Freddie's hand and pulls him over to the table. The way you move is like a full on rainstorm And I'm a house of cards.
They sit down and before I can get a word out Carly asks me "Sam, how did you get here so fast?"
I laugh while Freddie answers her. "She probably skipped last hour. And will probably skip the rest of the day Sam?"
He looks over at me and I lose my train of thought when we make eye contact; until Carly cleared her throat to get my attention. I look over at her annoyed. And my eyes caught something while I was turning to look at her. She and Freddie were still holding hands. I realized that my face had shown my surprise when Freddie answered my un-spoken question.
"I, uhm, asked Carly out during second period."
My eyes dart back and forth between Freddie's apologetic face (obviously sorry he didn't tell mama before) and Carly's ecstatic expression. My heart fell in to my stomach and I wanted to cry. I felt my eyes tearing up at the fact that they had finally gotten together. I stand up and try to say good-bye but my throat closed up. I just give a small smile and a wave before I walk/run to the girl's bathroom. A few minutes later I hear Carly's voice outside the bathroom door. I regret coming here now. I should've just gone home. But I'm not going out there and she's not coming in here NO ONE will ever see Sam Puckett cry. Carly's pleading is just making me cry more, I feel like a horrible friend, but I need her to leave so I can put myself together and walk out of the school.
Then I hear a familiar voice that makes my heart start racing. A voice that has comforted me in the past; a voice that belong to my first kiss; my first crush, my first love (not that he knows about that). My best friend's boyfriend. I hear Freddie tell Carly to go to class that he would get me out. I hear Carly give a small okay then I hear them kissing. It breaks my heart, the thought of them dating; them kissing and doing 'other things' together. "Sam. I know you're in there. So stop hiding and talk to me!" Freddie called. My heart sped up (if that's even possible) when he said my name. Then I noticed a pair of black sneakers outside my stall. Oh for the love of ham.
"Benson, what the hell are you doing in the girl's bathroom?" I bark sounding totally different than I felt.
"Checking on you; why are you in there?" geez, that boy needs to open his eyes sometimes.
"I'm in here because, I want to be?" I state but it comes out as a question.
Freddie sighed. "Sam please come out or I will bring you out."
HA! I laugh so hard that I thought I was going to die. It felt good to laugh after crying. "You wish you could get mama out of here." I dared Freddie to do anything.
I hear him sigh as he walked away, and a few seconds later, after I thought I had won that victory, I see Freddie climbing under the stalls. I start laughing as I stand up on the seat of the toilet. Freddie stands up and glares at me.
"Puckett do you know how disgusting bathroom floors are?"
"No, But I bet you mother does."
He holds in a smile and tries to glare at me again. Then his face grows serious.
"Sam, we need to talk."
"But, I thought we were talking. Geez Freduchini losing your smartness?"
Freddie glared at me again. "I'm serious Samatha. Why did you run off?"
The smirk fell off my face, he used my real name. You say my name for the first time, baby, and I fall in love in an empty bar. I jumped off the toilet onto the floor and made my way to the stall door. Freddie got in my way
"Move it Freddie." He stayed where he was and shook his head.
So I punched him, he flinched and moved. I walked out of the bathroom and made my way to the school doors then after that to my "house".
~Freddies POV~
Sam called me Freddie. Something must be wrong. What though? She was fine until...until she found out me and Carly were dating. Maybe she feels left out. Like a third wheel. Carly and I should talk to her. Let her know that she won't be left out. But Carly's in class and Sam should know soon. I should go find her; I already missed half of my class so it doesn't really matter, and I know where she is. Next thing I know I'm climbing into the back of a yellow cab and telling them Sam's address.
The ride goes by fast; I pay the man my fee and get out into the rain. I didn't notice it was raining before. Huh, weird. I go up and knock on Sam's window. Her door could be opened by her mom, if she's sober enough. Sam opened her window and glared at me with red-rimmed eyes. WTF? Sam must have just got done crying.
Sam Puckett cries? Wow.
"Go away Benson." Sam said coldly. I was so shocked that I couldn't move. "Ughhhh. For the love of ham. Give me a minute." I snap out of my shock long enough to see her climb out her window. "What do you want Freddie?"
"Sam, I want you to know that Carly and I would never make you feel left out." Sam sighed. I grabbed her arms and stared into her eyes. "Stop sighing and tell me what the matter is!"
~SamsPOV~
Freddie grabbed my arms and quietly asked me a question. I forgot what the question was, but whatever. I looked him in the eye. He noticed that he was still holding me and let go. But he didn't move. And you stood there in front of me just close enough to touch close enough to hope you couldn't see what I was thinking of…Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain. Kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain. I look at him one last time before I start climbing through my window. Half way through I whisper to him (although he probably can't hear me)
"'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile. Get me with those brown eyes, baby as the lights go down something that'll haunt me when you're not around" Then I climb through the rest of my window. Sit on my bed and start crying again.
~4 Hours later~
I kept getting texts and ims from Carly and Freddie. After like the 50th im from Carly I finally answer back.
*im convo*
Bigfoot_lover_94:Sam! answer me!
Iluvfc4ever: What?
Bigfoot_lover_94: Finally. me and freddie have been trying to get a hold of u 4 like a hr.
Iluvfc4ever: yeah. ik.
Bigfoot_lover_94: annnddd?
Iluvfc4ever: srry.
Bigfoot_lover_94: what's the matter anyway?
Iluvfc4ever: nothing. just a stomachache. I found some of those chocolates from Missy left over. they were gooodd.
Bigfoot_lover_94: Sam! those were bad. you said so urself.
Iluvfc4ever: yeahh. but they taste so good!
Bigfoot_lover_94: whatever. so r u going to the dance tonite?
Iluvfc4ever: nahh. dances r 4 prisses.
Bigfoot_lover_94: pleaseee. it will only be fun if my bff is w me.
Iluvfc4ever: But...i dont have a dress.
Bigfoot_lover_94: I have one u can use.
Iluvfc4ever: ughhhh fine. ill be there in 20.
Bigfoot_lover_94: kay! cya!
*end of convo*
Ughhh, she's making me going to the dance. She so owes me. I grab my bag and hop out my window after writing a note to my mom telling her where I'll be, but I doubt she'll care. I walk to the bus station and wait. It takes a while to get to the Bushwell Plaza, and when I get off the bus and walk into the Plaza Lewbert screams at me incoherently. I roll my eyes and flip him off. I ride the elevator to Carly's apartment, when I walk in I see Spencer sitting on the couch hanging out I smile and wave at him as I slowly climb up to Carly's room. I open her door and all I see is piles and piles of clothes.
"Uhm, Carly are you in here?" I hear a 'yeah' and look around. I finally see her sitting on the floor with her head in her hands.
"Are you okay, Carls?" I ask as I sit down by her.
"Yeah, never better." She says sarcastically.
"Quit stressing we will find something to wear." Carly stands up and starts to pace.
"Where? We have exactly 4 hours to get ready and NOTHING to wear!" She can be such a drama queen sometimes.
"Okay Carly. Calm down. You have tons of dresses here we can find something."
I try to be comforting. I think its working. "Okay. Deep breaths. We will find stuff to wear. Everything will be perfect." Carly talks to herself all the time. This is one of them.
"Okay Sam, you're first."
Wait. What? My turn? "uhhh...okay?"
~1.5 hours later~
I'm finally done. Now Carly's obsessing about herself so I go off to find some food and realize that Spencer left spaghetti tacos in the fridge! YAY!
~3 hours later~
Carly just came down and she looks great. I look at my dress and suddenly feel ugly. We sit down on the couch and wait for Freddie to come over so we can leave. I start watching Celebrities underwater.
After watching it for about 5 minutes I turn it off and walk over to the computer. Freddie walks in and freezes when he sees me. Then his eyes flick over to Carly and his mouth literally drops open. I felt jealous so I said
"Hey Fredweird wanna help picking your jaw off the floor?" He looks surprised that his mouth was open and closed it.
"You look beautiful." He told Carly.
"You look different Sam."
She gets beautiful and I get 'different' He could never like me. "Thanks Freddie. You look great."
I hear Carly say. He looks more than great. He looks amazing in his own formal-casual way. We leave the house and Freddie takes us all to the dance. We all walked in together but I went over by Gibby and Brad, both were alone. Carly and Freddie started to dance.
"Hey Sam." Brad greeted me.
"Got any fudge? I'm in desperate need." I asked. Brad and Gibby laughed.
"Of course I do." I took the fudge he handed me and pretty much swallowed it whole.
"You're a lifesaver Brad." He laughed again.
"Why are you freaking out anyway?" Gibby even looked at me curiously. Without thinking I steal a glance at Carly and Freddie. They followed my eyes and seen 'Creddie' dancing by the paper lanterns.
"Ohhh..." They both nod understandingly. I sit down and start eating some of the candies that were on the table. I began to daydream about me and Freddie. 'Seddie' I smile at the idea. I imagine what would happen if we were together at this dance. 'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile so reach out open handed and lead me out to that floor. Well, I don't need more paper lanterns, take me down, baby bring on the movie star 'cause my heart is beating fast and you are beautiful I could wait patiently. But I really wish you would drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain. Kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain.
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile get me with those brown eyes baby, as the lights go down. Something that'll haunt me when you're not around, 'cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile, I run my fingers through your hair and watch the lights go out. Just keep your beautiful eyes on me.
Gonna strike this match tonight, lead me up the staircase won't you whisper soft and slow I'd love to hate it. But you make it like a fireworks show.
Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain. Kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain.
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile Get me with those green eyes, baby as the lights go down. Something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile Sparks fly, baby smile, sparks fly.
I look up and see everyone staring at me...turns out I was singing to myself what I was imagining and I was singing loud. F my life. I stand up about to run out the door then I hear clapping. And people cheered for me. They wanted an encore. I laughed and turned around to face them. I made eye contact with Freddie longer than anyone else. I wanted him to know who I sang that for. I sarcastically took a bow. And people laughed. Then I made my exit out the back doors.
