A/N: Hello! I know, you can slap me for disappearing for so long. But, I just couldn't write! So here is my first story in FOREVER! Please review and tell me what I need to work on. Summer Jonium, I tried to make this longer, but to be honest, I have no clue why I wrote this… Enjoy?
England sat back in his chair as he closed his eyes. Finally, he thought, I've finished the script… After such a long time of thinking and debating, England finally made himself restart an old series he had a long time ago. Doctor Who.
This time though, he was going to use it to show people how he felt every day, but through the eyes of a timelord and with a twist of adventure and romance. He smiled at his idea, wondering just how many people would understand. And even if they did understand, what would they do about it? It's not like he wanted their sympathy!
Perhaps, he just wanted a friend who understood him, even if the Doctor was just a fictional character. He felt so lonely sometimes. Before, he had America to care for, and it warmed his heart so, the bright smile and cute blue eyes. But he lost all that because of a war… He was a parent, but that part of him died when he lost America…
He had friends, but then he shook his head. They weren't friends, they were allies. As soon as something happened, the alliance was broken, along with the friendship. Even his closest friends from childhood turned against him at some point.
He had loves at some point, but they were all human. He was a country, which meant he had a longer lifespan then them. He loved them so dearly, but they all had to leave him at some point. They could spend the rest of their lives with him, but he couldn't spend the rest of his life with them. He had to continue living. It was his duty…
He was a part of history, and he couldn't prevent his citizens from dying in wars, and he had to live with himself every day. All the countries did… All the countries were mass murderers if you looked at it from a certain perspective. They were all in wars, all of them were causes of so many deaths.
But they all still managed to smile, to laugh and fight as normal people do, because they knew that they must. They got lonely, sometimes, but they all tried to hide it the best they could. England chuckled as he tried to imagine the reactions of the other countries if they realized who the Doctor was portraying.
If you are real God, then I pray to you. I pray that you make our (the countries) burdens a bit lighter. Just make it a bit more bearable. Help us to be the best we can be, and help us to be brave and have the strength in this craziness of the world.
A/N: I know it was terrible! Don't hate me! I told you I had no clue what I was writing! However, free virtual cookie to those who review!