"Selena, wait please! You can't do this to me… to your fans! Please… I love you, Selena." Her once strong and beaming voice turns into a whisper, "I always have…"
I turned to look at her as a single tear fell from my cheek. I thought that I had ran on top of the roof unseen. She walked uneasily towards me exaggerating each step, as to say that she wouldn't hurt me. I shakily walked towards the end of the building and stared at the street that was several stories below. I tried to jump, but I couldn't. I closed my eyes and sat down on the ground crying uncontrollably burying my face into my hands.
I'm sick of it all. Sick of the hate. Sick of her being with him. I can't take my life anymore. I can't take the judgments. The backstabbers. The tears. I pushed away from my best friend. Trying to get over the feeling she does to me. I pushed her over to dating him, to breaking my heart. Never once having the courage to telling her how I really feel. Known as best friends to the public years ago, stories were being circulated about us; Taylor stole me away from her, Miley stole her away from me, or the plain 'we had grown apart'.
The truth? I was helplessly in love with her.
But she had everything she needed. She had fame. She had the fans. And most importantly? She had Joe.
I looked out of my embrace into the cold, wet night. Drops of rain falling down and I thought back to our fight earlier that day. We'd talked for the first time in seven months. She yelled at me, telling me it was my fault that she and Joe broke up. Telling me that I got in between them and ruined everything for her.
I was a failure. There was no hope for me. I could feel the hot blood pulsing through my veins. Thinking about her made my blood boil. I had a headache. I'd always tried to impress her and make her happy, but in the end I always failed.
"Goodbye Miley, I love you. Tell Demi that I will miss her."
I looked down at the reckless street full of traffic, and then back at her, and I prayed that Demi would always remember one thing about me.
That it was raining on the night I died.
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