Should've Never
I am currently finishing up writing my latest NHL fanfic but as soon as it is over I will be working on this one. I just wanted to write out a good summary, formulate a plot and generate some interest while I finish up the other story. Most likely I will start writing this story next week. Let me know what you think!
Full Summary:
Crystal Zaleski is a twenty-two year old Norwegian-American who comes from a long line of fishermen. She lived on the Grand Banks her whole life and decided that the time had come to move on to bigger and better things. When she hears that the Northwestern is looking for a new deckhand after Nick Mavar retires she jumps at the opportunity. At first, Sig and his brothers are skeptical of hiring a female for their boat but after reviewing her resume and seeing her fishing experience on the Grand Banks they decide to give her a try. Little do they know exactly how much trouble they're all getting themselves into. Although Crystal is a wonderful fisherman and has no trouble transitioning to the Bering Sea, issues arise when Captain Sig takes an almost obsessive interest in the young woman. Although Crystal knows he's married she finds herself falling for the older captain and soon finds herself in way over her head. Things get worse when another man begins falling for Crystal and soon she finds herself in the most complicated love triangle imaginable. Will she be able to choose between the two distinguished fishermen or will the love triangle tear the boat apart?
Rating: This will be rated M for mature, adult situations and strong language. It's gonna be a bit more risqué than my other stories so you've been fore-warned! If you don't like it don't read it!
The story title came from a song called Should've Never by Jennifer Lopez. Here are the lyrics to give you more of an idea as to how the plot will go:
"Should've Never"
I've been so
Caught up in the thought of me and you
Even though I love
Someone else I know my heart belongs to you
Tell me how did we
Ever let the situation get this far
Maybe we should just
Try to hide the things we feel inside
Things I know we can't deny
[CHORUS:]
Should've never told you
That I cared about you
Didn't think that it would be, so bad
Should've never kissed you
Should've never held your hand
Got to find a way to let these feelings go
What did I
Do the day I let you slip into my soul
It was then, when I
Realized that I would always want you in my life
No one else can know
Of the things that we've been saying on the telephone
It would be so bad
If they ever knew that me and you
Were secretly into each other
[CHORUS]
[BRIDGE:]
I'm so scared, trembling inside
'Cause I'm feeling like somebody else already knows
Oh my God, I love you both so much
And to have to choose between the two
Is hurting me so deep inside
[CHORUS:]
Should've never told you That I cared about you
Never thought that it would be, so bad, hum
Should've never kissed you
Should've never held your hand
I don't ever want to feel this way again