Why?
Why?
Why hadn't she told me?
Why didn't she tell me about her illness?
Why?
Why did she have to lie?
Especially to me
She could have told me
She should have told me.
Did I do something wrong to make her not tell me?
Was I too busy ignoring her?
Did she try to tell and I just didn't listen?
That's what I usually do.
Did she think I didn't care?
Did she think that I didn't care about her?
But that's so far from the truth.
I would have been there for her
Should have been there for her
I should have asked
Should have known that something wasn't right
Oh but why?
Why didn't she tell me?