Oh My Word well today was Awkward.
I ran into Paul again. He was at my brother's resturant with his nan and grandad. His nan and grandad are them creeps the Croakers. Anyway i was at the resturant with Abi and her work friends He came over to my table and said hello. I was well awkward, i had to tell him Abi was my girlfriend because i didn't want to make her upset. Anyways Abi was talking away with her friends and i started to stare at Paul as he was leaving. I just wanted to go over and explain the whole situation to him but couldn't. I texted him though, i explained via text the situation and he texted back saying he understood. He also texted saying he was at Pam and Les' for a while and we should get together again. When he texted he was staying around for a while i was so happy i had the biggest smile on face.
Abi is suspicious though. She was looking at my phone. She asked me why i was texting Paul. I came up with a story that he wanted to buy a car or something like that. She questioned me asking if the aftershave she smelt on me was his and if i kissed him. I said to her no, that she's the only person for me. Abi knows that i like men but she thinks its a phase. I don't want to break her heart and tell her that i did kiss paul. I don't want to say anything because it's still early days and i don't want to ruin things with Abi incase Paul doesn't want anything.
What should i do?
Ben x