Sitting here watching him by the pole
Screaming for him to stay…not to go
Why does he yell, why does he cry?
Why does he love me only on the inside?
Why do I watch him, why don't I try?
Try harder than every other time
I know he loves me…deep down he does
So why do my emotions he shoves?
I stand here helpless no way to make him stay
Nothing to give nothing to say
He sees my pain held in my tears.
He sees my fright held in my fears.
He knows I am sad…I am dying on the inside
So to please me he smiles.
He then leaves to go away.
Never to return…just a young boy astray
But before he goes…he looks at me…and our eyes met
He closes his eyes and our lips touch…even if it was short though.
The kiss does not matter…it is the words he spoke…
He said before he left…
…
"I love you"