There they were. Those emerald eyes looking at him. He wanted to touch that beautiful face, but he couldn't. The wind turned the page and showed even more pictures of her. She had such a beautiful and warm smile. He couldn't help to smile to, she looked so happy. That white dress really suited her, but god how much he wanted to change place with that blond haired man. He wanted her to give him that smile. He wanted to put on that ring on her finger. He wanted to kiss those sweet lips.
He closed the paper, right in time for his heart to skip a beat.
It couldn't be true. How big was the possibility?
She was right in front of him, holding the blond haired man hand and eating an ice cream. He observed her while they walked to an bench and sat down. But when she sat down, she accidentally dropped her ice cream in Shos lap. He smiled for himself while he saw her going hysterical and started to apologise.
"Kyoko-chan, it's alright."
"No! Wait here, I'll go get some napkins."
He saw that Kyoko was heading his way and pulled his hat down over his eyes even more. She walked right next to him. In the corner of his eyes, he saw her take a bunch of napkins, but on her way back she tripped and fell on him. She hit him hard with her arm in his neck and in some way she dragged him down on the ground and elbowed him in his stomach.
"Oh my god! I'm so sorry! Are you alright? Here let me help you up..."
Ren was laying on the ground with Kyoko trying to help him up.
"Eh...Ren?"
Oh damn, his hat has fallen of his head.
"Oh my god! Ren it's you! How are you?" While she helped him up from the ground Sho was running over after he had seen the little accident.
"Kyoko-chan, what happened? Who is that? Are you okey?"
"Ah Sho! Look! It's Ren!"
"Oh, Hiziru-san, are you alright? I saw the fall, it must have hurt?"
"No no..it's alright."
"So Ren, what have you been up to since you stopped working as an actor?"
He smiled at her.
"Nothing special. I've been travelling a lot and been home in America a few times... but nothing special. Oh, and I must congratulate you two!"
"Thank you Ren"
"Kyoko, please don't call me Ren, call me Kuon."
"Alright then Kuon... what made you quit you job?"
He stiffened.
"...That is something I would chose not to discuss."
"Okey..."
They talked for a long time and all that was in his head was that he wanted to switch place with Sho. He had been in love with her... so deeply and he almost got her, but she slipped through his fingers.
They said goodbye and he saw they walk away hand in hand and suddenly it felt very cold. He put his hat on again and drove home to his apartment.
"Meuf"
"Hello Neso."
He picked up the cat and walked in to the living room and threw himself in the couch and turned on the television.
"I still love you Kyoko..."
"Prrrrrrrr"
He smiled at the little cat who had started to purr when he spoke.
"Hahaha I love you to Neso."
After that he's been watching TV for a while, he took a shower, blew his blonde hair and watched TV again, but this time with a piece of paper in his hand.
Kyokos cell number. She had suggested that they could go out and eat someday. But he wasn't sure that he wanted it. He had been hurt so deeply by her. All those things she said...Where they true? All those nights... Was there really a feeling in it? Or was it just fake? Did she just use him for her own pleasure? No... Kyoko's not like that... but yet..she married the man she sworn to hate... No! Get yourself out of these gloomy thoughts! You're going back to work tomorrow... so put on your smile!