DISCLAIMER FOR THE WHOLE STORY: Oh how I wish I owned the twilight saga, but that honor goes to the amazing Stephanie Meyer. AKA I don't own anything or any of the characters unless I create my own

Chapter 1

It has been two months since that awful day. I lye awake at night just replaying the scene over and over again.

Flashback:

Edward had asked me to go for a walk with him. The last few days have been kinda of shaky ever since my birthday party where Jasper tried to kill me. We were going to get through this and now was the perfect chance to talk about it. We went for a walk around the woods, it turned out that we only walked a few strides, I was still able to see the trail from here. That's when my whole excestiance shattered by just one sentence.

"Bella we're leaving." He said

I tried to argue with him to just stay one more year, I tried to convince him that what had happened between Jasper and myself was nothing. In addition if them leaving had to do with my soul then he can have my soul just so that I can stay with him. Then the sentences that flowed out of his mouth was really when the excruciating pain started to make its way up.

"Bella I don't want you to come with." he had said.

"Bella I am tired of pretending to be something that I'm not." he also said. Or my favorite, "But my kind we're easily distracted." And with one last kiss on my forehead he was gone... forever.

Flashback over.

For the past two months I have felt more like a vampire than I had ever felt than when I was with the Cullens. I barely eat or drink, but when I do eat or drink I usually tend to barf it right back up. I don't sleep at night since whenever I close my eyes all I see is Edward's cold hard face, not the face of the Edward I had fell in love with, and that just that image right there had its own special genres of nightmares for me to witness. And from my sleepless nights I have dark purple bruises under my eye. I was unsocial just like the Cullens were. It was just me sitting at our old table picking at my food. But there was one huge difference, the Cullens were all beautiful Vampires, while i was still the same plain jane Isabella Marie Swan.

Yet little did I know our huge difference will be vanished by tomorrow evening. The evening that i like to refer as the beginning of my new life.

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A/N: good? bad? ok so how was it let me know. okay well if you have any suggestions or anything then REVIEW please! Honestly write one letter or one word. I don't care just review PLEASE!!! last thing I swear, I already wrote all the way to chapter 8 but I won't update unless people want me too SOOOOOOO review on this one and you will get the other ones very quickly! oh and make sure to keep on reading and don't stop after this chapter since i will admit it is pretty bland. BUT IT WILL GET BETTER.

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