Goodbye Glory

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Jimmy Neutron, the closest thing that I own of him is the fanfic.

Summary: Jimmy has been feeling highly depressed lately, considering his two best friends have moved away forever, His parent's violent divorce, and his one true love, Cindy Vortex, was killed in a car accident. What will he do? (Man, I suck a summary's)

Author's note: Hey this is my very first fanfic. I have the story all written up and just waiting for people to read and tell me what you think (REVIEWS!) I will need to have…. well……8 reviews for you to get the next chapter. Flames ARE accepted! (Be gentle)

"Speaking" 'thoughts' flashbacks/dreams noises

Goodbye Glory

Chapter 1

"Damn it!" Jimmy shouted as he sat in his room thinking of what has happened over the past two months. He hasn't been himself lately due to the fact that his life has been shot to hell. How you might ask? Well, first of all, his two best friends since third grade have moved away Sheen, moved to China, because his father was offered and great new job. Carl's family hasn't been doing so well, so he had to live near his aunt and uncle in Maine. The worst part was that he can't call or E-mail them so it's goodbye forever and see ya never to the only two people who accepted him when he first moved to Retroville. That put Jimmy in a pretty bad mood for a while, about two weeks to be exact, but he slightly got over it.

Recently, his parents have been fighting over god knows what! Sadly, the fighting has gotten out of control, and their getting a divorce but dragging Jimmy into the middle of it.

FLASHBACK

"Hugh, you bastard!" shouted Judy Neutron.

It seems duck loving Hugh Neutron has found a new love…alcohol…and has been drinking excessively for the past four months. This time, it was the worst it could get; he just struck Jimmy with quarters, slicing a deep gash across his face.

"Shut-up, Bitch!" he bellowed trying to hit her. While doing so, he tripped and fell to the ground unconscious. At that same moment Judy had run out of the door to who knows where.

As Jimmy staggered up he looked around at his surroundings. 'God damn-it' he thought to himself as he sluggishly walks to the mirror "AHH! Shit that hurts!" he shouts when he feels and sees the three-inch gash across his face. "sigh I'd better get this stitched up." He says to himself walking towards the door. As he heads out to go to the hospital, he notices a blonde haired girl peeking out of a door with fear on her face. 'Oh crap, Cindy' he thought 'I can't let her see me like this!' She sees him and rushes to him in a flash but suddenly stops when she sees the quarter's mark on his face.

"Oh my god, are you okay?" she asks with a loving and worried tone in her voice.

"Yeah, I'm fine." Jimmy said a bit too harshly.

"No, you're not Jimmy!" she said to him with a stern look.

This surprised Jimmy, very much, due to that small fact that she lived to torment him in anyway possible including name calling, like Nerdtron one of her favorites. "You need to get that stitched up fast." She continued. "You know…I could give you a ride if you need one….to the hospital...I mean if you want one." She said.

"...Cindy? Why are you being nice to me all of a sudden?" Jimmy asked looking confused.

"Well knucklehead" she said facing him. "Your hurt and I guess….well…I care about you." She said blushing.

"Thanks, and yeah it's fine with me about the ride." He said looking back at his house. "I want to get as far away form that shit-hole as possible" he continued looking back at her. "And I'm really sorry for all the times before when I was a jerk to you."

"Does that mean you like me, back?" Cindy questioned slyly.

"Yeah, I guess it does." He replied laughing.

END FLASHBACK

Jimmy smiled at the thought of Cindy. He really loved her with all his heart….that was two weeks ago. Last week was the worst that could ever happen to him. It ruined his life forever, more that his friends moving and his parents divorce put together.

Jimmy walked over to the dark brown desk taking out a blue shoe box. He opened it slowly as if he were afraid of what was inside. When he opened the box he saw many items inside. A few newspaper clippings, pictures of him and his friends around the town, picture of Cindy, some bullets and a revolver. Taking out the bullets and revolver he placed them on the desk to the side, then turned his attention back to the newspaper clippings and read a few while taking them out.

BOY SAVES TOWN FOR THIRTEENTH TIME.

ALEINS ATTACK!

LILLTLE ANIMALS ADDICTED TO MUSIC.

Jimmy stopped at the last clipping dropping it down onto the desk as tears fell.

GIRL DIES AT 17 FROM FATILE HIT AND RUN.

Cindy Vortex was killed by a drunk driver while crossing the street to Jimmy's. What made it worse was, one, Jimmy saw it all because he called her for him to finally tell her how he felt and two, was that the driver was if own father! His own fucking father killed the love of his life! Although Hugh was arrested for DWI, he was NOT charged for hitting Cindy. She died in the hospital three days later from internal bleeding. Jimmy went to see her everyday.

FLASHBACK

"Cindy! Oh god I'm sorry!" Jimmy whispered while tears poured down his face.

"Jimmy, its okay" Cindy said weakly "It wasn't your fault." She said while sluggishly wiping the tears from his face.

"That bastard deserves to burn in hell for what he did to you, Cindy." he replied while holding her hand and back his tears of anger and sorrow.

"I know, Jimmy, but he didn't mean it you know?" she said.

"I know….."He replied.

"What is it Jim?" she said very weakly.

Cindy…I….I lo….." he stammered "I love you, Cindy."

Her eyes widened at the sound of those word and a weak smile spread across her face "I love you, too, James Isaac Neutron….." she said with her very last breath in his arms.

END FLASHBACK

As tears fell down his face from those sad memories, he looked at the revolver at eh edge of his desk. "I'm coming to you…." He said quietly to himself, grabbing a piece of paper and a pen quickly wrote his goodbye note.

Dear Mom and Dad,

This existence is meaningless. You tried you hardest to make me happy but in the end you destroyed my life. Dad, you drunk bastard! You took Cindy from me! Well, guess what? I'm finally with her. I hope you burn in hell! Mom, you selfish bitch, you were so worried abut your wellbeing that you completely forgot your own son. You know what's funny? Even after all this I still love you both. Dad…STOP DRINKING! Mom…HELP HIM STOP! Take care of each other and I'll see you both, hopefully, in heaven.

Love your son,

James Isaac Neutron

Jimmy re-read the note and placed it on the bed then went to the desk and pick up the bullets and revolver. As he was loading the gun he thought of Cindy. "I'll be with you soon" he muttered "I love you!" As he put the revolver to his head he thought of his parent's reaction and how everything would be different without him and smiled. Then, with that last thought he pulled the trigger.

The click of the gun and BANG was all he heard before his eyes snapped open. Fifteen year old Jimmy Neutron was lying in bed when he heard the gun shot. He was gasping for air and sweating profusely.

"AHH!" he shouted bolting into a sitting position. "NO, PLEASE GOD NO!" He shot looks around the room wondering if it really was a dream and clearly distressed about it. It felt so real and that is usually bad. Then just to be sure he checked his head, pillow, and room for blood, the bullets and gun, or maybe a bullet hole. "Oh, thank you…just a dream…." He sighed calming down and started to get out of bed. As he got out of bed he wondered why he had a dream like that…then he remembered the other night at Retroland.

FLASHBACK

Jimmy walked toward the dark blue tent at the edge of Retroland with his two best friends Sheen Estevets and Carl Weezer.

"Hey Jimmy!" Sheen said "you wanta try this 'Madame Ze' thing?"

"It sounds scary" said Carl with a look of fright on his face lightly shacking in his shoes.

"It's just a bunch of horse reddish" Jimmy said smirking "but for fun, sure, I'll give it a try" he said walking up to the dark blue tent. When he got inside it was surprisingly dark as there where no source of lights at all. No light bulbs, no fires or candles at all. In fact, the only thing somewhat lighting the whole tent was a glowing red ball in the center of the dark room. "Um….H-Hello?" Jimmy stuttered "Any-anyone here?"

Silence was all he heard for a few seconds and as he turned to leave but then bright flash appeared behind him and when he turned around there was a figure standing behind a black table with the glowing ball on it.

"What the hell!" Jimmy started to say but was cut off by the women's voice.

"Come in, Jimmy." She said calmly.

"How-How did you know my name?" Jimmy questioned.

"I know all things and see all things, my boy." The women answered not stepping out of the shadows. "I also know all things about you, as well"

"Oh yeah?" he said his voice full of dought "Like what, huh? Who are my parents?" he asked.

"Hugh and Judy Neutron, they've been together for seventeen years." Madame Ze said with a snug smile on her face. "You've been here in Retroville since third grade. Your best friends, who you've known since then, are Carl Weezer and Sheen Estevets. You're a genius as anyone can easily see and you have a lab, a mechanical dog named Guardard, and you get into that lab by a DNA scanner on the right side of your door to your club house."

As the women was saying all this, Jimmy slowly made his way towards the chair at the front of the table, clearly shocked at what she was saying.

"You're in ninth grade now and your friendship is the same as it was six years ago if not better." She continued "You have a rival, her name is Cindy Vortex. She was the smartest person in town until you came along. You two have fights, play pranks on one another and argue a ton of times. You and the others have saved the town countless times before and have gone into space just as many. You and Cindy act like you hate each other but I know."

By then Jimmy was sitting down and listening to every word she was say in awe. "How-How-How" he stammered. Finally realizing what he was doing he gathered up his composure. "How do you know all that and you know what?"

"I told you" she said "I see all and know all. And I know that you both don't hate each other, o-contraire, its quiet the opposite. In fact, I think you love her" she said smiling.

Jimmy's eyes widened, in shock. 'Oh crap, how did she know that I have a crush on her? I haven't told anybody that' he thought 'not even Gardard!' "I…umm…I…uh…uh…" Jimmy stuttered.

"I have a warning to give you" the old women said looking at him through her cold brown eyes. "but I can't tell you."

Wha- why not?" Jimmy said disappointed.

"I…have to show you it" the old lady continued. "in a dream, it is your future, and if you don't change it you will be…how you say….screwed."

"What! Not that I believe any of this but…how would I change it?" He asked in disbelief.

"You have to figure it out for yourself but…" she replied to him pausing to think of what else to say. "this dream will have faults though."

"Faults?" he repeated "what kind of faults?"

"The…the age is wrong….and some minor things are missing." She said to the blue eyed boy. "be warned Jimmy Neutron, If you do not fix this event your life and all that you love will be hell, forever. That I promise." She finished grimly.

"WHAT will happen to me and what do I need to change?" Jimmy asked curtly.

"You'll find out in time, my boy, in time!" she replied loudly. All of a sudden, there was a bright white flash and Jimmy was standing in front of a tree.

"Hey!" he heard a voice say from behind him. "Yo! Jimmy? Ya there, buddy?" Jimmy turned towards the voice and saw that it was sheen looking at him like he was a psycho. "Dude…why are you staring at a tree?" sheen asked looking just as confused as Jimmy was.

"Um…I…I don't know…." Jimmy said trying to recall what just happened.

"Well come on dude or we'll never get--"he stared to say but was cut off by a large booming voice.

"Attention all Retroland attendants…the park is now closing…that you and drive safely!"

"Damn…"sheen shouted over the voice. "Oh well, we still got next weekend." He finished after the voice had finished.

"Yeah. I got to get home guys…." said Carl looking down at his watch. "I'll see you guys at school tomorrow. Goodnight!"

"Night" the two said in unison. "I've got to get some sleep anyway, so…" jimmy said turning towards sheen. " I guess I'll see you at school, too."

"of course." Sheen said to him smiling. "Where else would I go?"

"Good point." Jimmy said laughing "I'll talk to you tomorrow!"

"Yep, See you later Jim." Shouted sheen as Jimmy walked away.

END FLASHBACK

Hey that's it for Chapter 1. I would like 8 reviews for you to get chapter 2! Hope ya like it!

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