Okay my first FanFic. I really worked hard on this guys so please review! Edward never came back because Bella never met Jake. Bell is now a vampire!
Ofcourse everything beleongs to the amazing Stephenie Meyer I only came up with the story.
Aw This wasn't Supposed to happen to me!
BPOV
Funny how one song can take you back. Take you back to a time you would rather forget. These words took me back to the darkest time of my human life.
''After all you put me through,
you'd think I'd despise you.
But in the end, I wanna thank you,
Cause you made me that much stronger''
That was just the opening of the song, it was these words that cut me the deepest and made me hold onto the burning holes in my long dormant heart.
''How could this man I thought
I knew turn out to be unjust so cruel?
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth.
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
through living in denial.
But in the end you'll see,
YOU-WON'T-STOP-ME!''
Of course I could have healed those holes along time ago.
When Laurent and Victoria found me in the meadow that day, and attacked me. I begged them to kill me, but that made Victoria see that me living would hurt me more than killing me, so she let the venom spread and left me in the woods to change.
Of course I saw only one way of life. Animal blood. Even after him leaving I had to be loyal and not hurt humans. I hunted down Victoria and Laurent and ripped them apart and burned them to ashes. That was the highlight of my vampire life.
Now I was free to find Edward and The Cullen's because now Jasper couldn't hurt me. But me being my usual stubborn self I stayed away. I never wanted to see them again. I couldn't handle it, seeing his face again would probably drive me insane.
I lived near Juneau for a while but then people noticed I hadn't changed in the 7 years I lived their, so I had to go. I'm now living in a tiny Island near Scotland, with a population of 99 humans. Oh and one vampire, they didn't know that.
There are only around 15 days of sunlight a year here so I can be 'human' nearly all the time. I see the same faces everyday, know them all by name. I know it seems weird being able to live with humans straight after becoming a vampire. But I honestly felt no pull to human blood. I knew I couldn't harm a living person.
My life is a monotonous drag. Everyday holds the same, I've not been to school, don't see the point I've already been through it all once. That is enough for my extremely long life time.
The downside to being a vampire is that everyone here gawks at me, because of the dizzying beauty, they should be used to it by now but they are still completely dazzled every-time I leave the house.
I finally felt I was where I belonged. I knew human life was wrong for me and I was right. Being a vampire is the best thing ever to happen to plain old Bella Swan. Oh I go by Renesmee now. Renesmee Masen a combination of Renee and Esme... Edward Mom's name.
I am a little pig headed towards my looks, I have to be I cant be the sweet girl I once was, Edward took her when he left me in the forest that day. But now I have the same alabaster pale skin, prominent high cheek bones and perfect lips. My eyes are a deep honey today (I haven't hunted in a week). My long chestnut brown hair hung to my waste. I was truly a magnificent creature.
Lately I've been channelling Rosalie's thoughts for some reason, sometimes I feel like I'm thinking other peoples thoughts. But its only when they are close so something must be wrong with me. There is no way The Cullen's are anywhere near my tiny Island.