Greatest of Wishes
Characters:
Remus, Sirius
Pairing: One
sided S/R
Genre: Angst
Raiting: PG 13 / T
Summary: Remus has a secret which has nothing to do with moon…
A/N: Not my best works, I must say. But I like the title :D It's a sentence from Nightwish's song "Beauty of the Beast; One more night to live"
And translation again. Orginally in finish, just for U know.
Night. Moon's light gave a faint light to the Gryffindors' dormitory. Remus Lupin sat on edge of bed. His hair were shining the light of stars, moon and night sky.
On the same bed was another boy, sleeping deeply. Remus gave all his attention for his sleeping friend. Friend. The word was so bitter. Why just a friend?
He watched boy's thin body and black hair, which framed his beautiful face. Gently closed eyes.
Remus gave a sight and turned his face to window. Sirius Black, his best friend, knew nothing about it. No one had a clue about the fact Remus had had a crush on Sirius since fifteen years old. At first, it was kind of scary, but he used to feeling.
He had been raising courage to tell Sirius, but he wasn't ready yet. Did he even have any chance? No, he didn't. No matter how badly he wasn't, it was impossible Sirius could like him more than a friend. It annoyed him, made him sad time by time.
Why? It has been a question spinning around his head all the time. Why he hadn't fall in love with some beautiful girl, like his other friends?
Girls weren't the same.
"Remus..?" He heard sleepy voice, with some surprise in it. Sirius was awake.
"What are you doing? It's night, isn't it?"
Remus turned around. He met Sirius eyes, intent glance.
"I was thinking", he pointed out. At least, it was truth. Sirius nodded, but didn't stop looking Remus.
"Sorry for waking you up", Remus continued. Sirius smiled. "Nothing… What was in your mind?"
I was what Remus had been waiting for. Now, or never. Remus wrapped his arms gentry around Sirius and took him nearlier.
"Hey, what on ear…" Sirius started, but Remus pressed finger on his lips, shutting him up. He approached Sirius' face, which made another feeling embarrassing. "Remus, what are you doing?"
Remus inhaled bit and pressed his lip on Sirius's.
Sirius trembled and Remus noticed it. Sirius pushed him away and rose to sit. "What in hell are you doing?" He cried out. Remus smiled sadly. "Just something I'd have better do long ago."
He stood up and walked away. Sirius didn't call him back.
Remus ran along dark corridor. Tears started to fall to his cheeks. What have he been thinking? Sirius would've kissed him back? At least that was what he's been wishing.
He stopped and walked to a window. Moon was still shining brightly.
Why the Greatest of Wishes never came true?