CHAPTER ONE

Clary pov

Why does it hurt so much still?, it has been 2 years. I loved him, and still do, that's why. He broke up with me, and broke my heart into a million pieces.

He was my first everything, we talked about a future together, but then he goes and hurts me. I was 17 when it happened, we were together since i was 15 and he was 16.

He was new to town, he moved here with his mother, father, and grandmother. He never did tell me why he moved though.

He seemed to have known Alec and Izzy, the lightwoods, pretty well, but i was to in love with him to ask how he new then. But i regretted it when they disappered, just like him.

I remember it first kiss, it was in a tree, i was crying in it because some of the kids where being mean to me, i said that i wish i wasnt born, He kissed me hard on the lips and told me never to say that again.

The first time we slept together was when i was 16, i wanted to give him all of me, When u told him, he was hesitant at first, but on the end, it just kind happened.

I also remember when he left me, it was the middle of my junior year, he told me in the parking lot that he didn't love me, that it was all a bet him and his friends made, that the only reason he stayed with me fit si long was because he felt bad for me.

I know what you might be thinking, his i could still love him, well throughout the years we were together, i can tell when he is lying, and he was Lying that day.

He was always speaking to the Lightwoods in privet, he also missed some of school, three or four days in a row. I never knew why though.

I guess i should tell you a little bit about myself. My name is Clarissa Fairchild. I am 19 years old, but look like i am 15. I have the brightest green eyes, and red hair that looked like it was on fire. I go to NYU, even though i was born and raised in florda. My mother's name is Jocelyn, and my step father's name is Luke, i never met my real father though. I have an older brother, he is 22, but he goes to a college in California, i miss him so much, but i am happy that he is going to the school he wanted. I also have a little sister, Harley, that is 15.

I have four friends, Maia, Simon, Jordan, and Magnus. I mean i do talk to other people but i wouldn't say they were my friends.

Right now i am in my dorm room, doing homework when my roommate, Maia, bust through the door with a smile on her face. "Hey, hey. Guess what?" she asked, coming to sit in front of me on the bed

"What?" i asked amused

"We are getting three more students, a girl and two boys" i was a little shocked, we don't get a lot of newbies.

"Who?, Do you know their names yet?"

"No, not yet, but they will be here tomorrow." i nodded my head, she got off of my bed and got on hers, and started to study.

I sighed, leave it up to the new people, that i hadn't met yet, get me distracted. After i finished my math, i looked at the clock and seen that it was only 8: 42 but i was tired, Maia had left a little a while ago, possibley going to get boyfriends, Jordan.

i put my stuff away, and laid down, almost instintly falling asleep.

So what do you thinkthink, hate or love it. please review, and i will think about continuing it, but remember that is up to you, love ya ;-)