(This is my first fanfic on the site,I was inspired after looking up a bunch of information on the alternates of Durarara. This is pretty much me at my first try so it might not be good. )

The world,what is to them? I never got the appeal. Everyone was the same no matter how you age. Everyone minus Tsuki is terrible and I hate them. Oh I forgot who I hate the most ,me. I looked down at the streets from my apartment ,glaring. The sun is setting again like usual on my gloomy self. Why do they care,why should we care ,we`ll all die soon, right? I heard a distant scream down the street.

I looked to my left and saw Virus and is a fucked up guy who really is very werid who steals info and stalks. Psychedelic is an angry idiot who is a cop on the main street force ,a dangerous one at that. Seriously who hired him? "Na na na ,Psy the slow one can never catch me!"Virus yelled turning around sticking his tounge out in the middle of the street. "Ha,think so you vile piece of shit?!"Psy said getting pissed off at Vi pulling out his gun. I got off my balcony and went inside since I dont want hear them and there silly fight. Luckily my apartment is sound proof. As I locked the balcony door I then heard a knock on my front door. "Who the fuck is it?" I asked yelling.

I went to open it and Tsukishia was at the door. "I..im sorry Roppi.. Vi and Psy were fighting again and I was scared. "Tsuki is a scardy cat who can easily get lost . He is one of the city's mailman but he apparently doesn't know his left or right. But he is the only one I like ,kind of. "Dont sweat on the small stuff just get your ass in the door before I close it." I said in a cold chilling walked in ,taking his shoes off so I dont have to mop for another two weeks if I decide I live that long. I never got why Tsuki liked me ,because were complete opposites. He must have something wrong with himself to be like I honestly don't mind since I like him. "Roppi I..is everything ok?"Tsuki asked. The only reason he ask me Hachimanroppi is because Im a suicidal type of person.

There is not a day where I dont either think of it or think to start cutting my arms again. Besides no one else is going to care what happens minus Tsuki. "Yes,Tsuki Im fucking fine." I answered yawning."D..did you get enough sleep?" he asked red eyes gleaming with curiosity. "Yes" No,I lied. I was out wondering out of this disgusting town and to the boundaries of our world. You see past Hibaya`s castle is a cliff where a valley meets and across the stretch is a small house. The lights are always on.I wonder why is one disgusting human not with the rest of the trash. I learned one day that there was a boundary while I was trying to jump off the cliff ,I couldn't get passed the edge. It was like something wanted me hear."R..roppi you al..alright?Tsuki asked interrupting my train of thoughts. "Im fine,you idiot!"I yelled at Tsuki. Tsuki then looked like he was about to cry. I then gently hugged him telling him he is not an idiot just midly stupid. I may like Tsuki but Im not going to denied he is stupid but at least he knows to not piss me off. "Why don't we watch tv?"I said trying to cheer him up. "Ok."he said gently.

We walked to my couch hand in hand and I turned it first thing I saw was the "prince"known as Hibaya,Sakuraya the noble who tries to keep him in check, and Shitsou,Sakuraya`s butler on the news. Headline says Ruler of the land,almost shot, two suspects in were in the middle of damage control that those two dipshits made earlier. "Hey as prince of this town ,I Hibaya say you both should go to jail!"Hibaya yelled while Shitsou was pulling both Vi and Psy. I then see is damaged carriage in the back ground as the camera zooms in. Serves him right,you dont ride carriages in a fucking city. Tsuki pulled my arm."What do you want Tsuki?"I asked in annoyance. " Can I eat some thing from your kitchen ?"Tsuki aaked looking down on the floor."Sure" I answerd while Tsuki gets up and gets food while I change the channel because its annoying to hear Hibaya yell like the tyrant he is.

I flipped the channel to see the band Rainborn live on the popular talk show called Bunnz . The main singers were Gauken and Linda. The co cost were Psyche and Delic. And there all famous and get tons of attention and there all annoying. Delic is a flirt who has no clue when to stop his player mouth especially during interviews on Monday mornings . Ironically he`s an ex is a cutey ditz everyone loves and I hate him. He is 18,he needs to acts his age. Gauken is a confidante yet very annoying singer. He is the best of the worst,something about him gets under my skin maybe it's his the one I hate the most is LindaI detest him. He has the attitude of both Delic and Hibaya combined. Its like they both fucked one day and one of some how got pregent ,thus this obnoxious,in everyone's face,happy go lucky ,play boy was there fans werent better, screaming in the crowd. I grabbed a pillow and groaned in it.

" Do you w..want me to change it?"Tsuki asked. I passed him the remote to change it from the Rainbows before I break my tv. I hate them truely do. Then Tsuki turned it on to a documentary on the tundra . "H..hey ,do you want ice cr..cream?"Tsuki asked as he cuddled into me."No thanks,I already ate dinner." This time Im not lying at least. I was used to Tsuki and me holding hands,cuddling, and we even once spelt in the same bed together but Tsuki accidentally got drunk in high school. Me and Tsuki only have each other ,minus his crazy brother Mirai but he is always away solving crimes so he doesn't count as must go to normally were alone and want someone but Im scared of something happening to him. I wish I wasn't useless and complicated. I get my income by working at an antique shop owned by Rouge a lady who lost her voice at a young age and is old fashioned like her husband Diamond .I hate old fashioned junk but its better then taking Virus`s terrible offer of being an info broker for him.

I reflect on myself and everything on my life as yawn from boredom because the entire documentary is suicidal because of my past relationships in the last 10 years. My mom abandoned me,my dad was a drug addict who was selfish of himself. And my friends left me in the time I need them expect for. Tsuki but he is like a bug you cant rid of them no matter how hard you try. The thing I never got was death and I craved for it. I try to go away since Im useless but I cant.I never had once after every attemp mainly because Tsuki ninety five percent would find me at the very worst times. And I hate it but I need to go to not hurt can but why cant I? My answers might be answerd soon. I cant live like this even with Tsuki around helping me. I must go. I look to see Tsuki asleep on my shoulders,clinging onto my arm snuggling on it like Im a teddy bear. I sigh,maybe he is a sign. Maybe he isnt. I yawn again gently getting up to not wake Tsuki up and getting ready for bed.

I looked in the monitor sympathizing with ,Roppi I lightly laughed as I started Roppi who was getting ready for 't worry Roppi your answer will arrive shortly . I smile as I look at my computer. What we bulit was a world for not just us but for the people who were close to. We mainly have our sides of ourselves in the personas living. I liked it like that smiling. Were both gods arent we? "Oy ,arent you coming to bed now or not?" I heard my lover/co creator say. "Yeah ,yeah I just need to program a new feature to someone." I said adding the feature to one Hachimonroppi who is sleeping quietly in his bed. I yawned, tired. "Hear let me help you."he said picking me up from my seat. "Thanks" I whispered slowly drifting off into my lovers arms. Now time will tell for them to know there gods.