A/N: Hidan's song-fic now... it's a song I was thinking about when I said I was gonna do Akatsuki as little kids... the song is My World by Sick Puppies.
"I'm not coming back, I'm
not gonna react, I'm not doing shit for you, I'm not sitting
around while you're tearing it down around us, I'm not living a
lie, while you swim in denial, cause your already dead and gone,
you'll leave me out on the curb just like everyone else before
you...
Welcome to my world, where everyone I ever need, always
ends up leaving me alone, another lesson burned, and I'm drowning
in the ashes, kicking... screaming... welcome to my
world-orld-orld.
I don't care what you think, I'm not seeing a
shrink, I'm not doing this again, I'm not another student or a
mother to take your shit out on, so let's see what you got, let's
see what you're not, and whatever else you pretend, you defended my
intentions long enough...
Welcome to my world, where everyone I
ever need, always ends up leaving me alone, another lesson burned,
and I'm drowning in the ashes, kicking... screaming... welcome to
my world-orld-orld.
So here I am again, the middle of the end,
it's just a wish I made, I always make too
late-ate-ate-ate-yate....
Welcome to my world, where everyone I
ever need, always ends up leaving me alone, another lesson burned,
and I'm drowning in the ashes, kicking... screaming... welcome to
my world-orld-orld.
My world, my world (welcome to my world), my
world, my world, (welcome to my world, yeah-ah-ah), my world, welcome
baby!"
The song floated outta my mouth, I was singing along to every lyric before I knew what I was doing. This was my song... it was totally me. I sighed and tried to stop as I got to the bits that reminded me most of my childhood but it was hard to stop. Flashback after flashback hit me with the intensity of a wrecking ball. Crap... before I could do anything about it I was flooding over with tears. In a hurry to make sure that Kakuzu didn't see the tears I wipe them away with the collar of my cloak.
"Hey, Hidan, why did you sing that song? Out of all the swearing songs on the radio today, Stupid Motherfucker, Die Motherfucker Die, and all, why did you sing along to one that says shit twice and that's all?" Kakuzu pondered and he had a point.
"It's just a song I know... why?"
"It's just out of curiosity... and are you crying?"
Shit, he'd seen the tears. "No! Jashin's sake Kakuzu, I'm not that weak!"
He pulled away the collar of the cloak and my heart froze. I coughed and spluttered, bending over to hide my face. His hands were so warm... I held onto his hand as it tried to turn my face to his.
"Hidan! Seriously, you're scaring me." I froze once more and he pulled my head around to face him. Kakuzu, scared, the words didn't fit in the same sentence. "Hidan, what's wrong?"
"Don't! Nothing's wrong! And if I tell you you'll just leave me, like everyone else! You don't care about me!" I yelled, tugging my face away from his fingertips, more tears flowing down my cheeks.
"What makes you think that, Hidan? I do care, and I won't just leave you... you're worrying me. What's wrong?"
I ran away from him, from the love I felt for him, and from the memories his song had brought back. Not even my father had cared about me, why would Kakuzu? It didn't make any sense, and it never would.
"Hidan! Hidan, where are you?" Kakuzu pounded along behind me, yelling for me to stop. "Hidan?"
I'd hidden behind a large rock, panting and wheezing for breath.