Disclaimer: No. I don't own Shugo Chara! So don't blame me for the crappy filler episodes.
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It's my fault.
My fault that she's gone.
"Onee-chan! Look!"
"Ami! Watch out!"
I remember the ice covered branch crushing her.
Her instead of me.
I remember screaming and crying when I saw the blood.
Her blood, not mine.
The tears that came when they told me she was gone.
"We're sorry, Ami. Amu-chan died this morning."
Seeing only one chara. It wasn't even hers anymore. Dia was just strong to die. She remained as an Undead-chara.
Why couldn't Amu be here anymore?
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"Kashiwagi-san, are you ready?"
I turned to face Director Hoshina-san. "Yes, sir. I'm just…out of it today."
He nodded, very business-like. "Alright. Just do your best out there."
I rolled my eyes. "Do I ever disappoint you, sir?"
He smiled, knowing my question didn't need an answer.
"Miss Kashiwagi? It's time."
I smirked and adjusted my almost too small skirt and top, which were covered in lace and bows. "Dia," I said quietly, knowing she would hear me. I heard a pop and felt the tiny hat. I knew I looked perfect. I had a white top with a lemon yellow undershirt and a black miniskirt. My shoes were white 4-inch heels with black and yellow bows. The chara-change hat was white with a yellow diamond- it had a black slash.
As I walked onto stage, I felt absolutely amazing. I could feel the energy, and I didn't trip in my heels. That happened once.
I got to the middle of the stage. All around me were the cheering fans. I heard the music start, and I closed my eyes, swaying to the rhythm. I began singing at exactly the right time. (A/N pretend she's singing this in Japanese)
How old are you? If I am Lolita Thank you, kind sirs If I am Lolita
I'm older than you'll ever be
I've been dead a thousand years
And lived only two or three
I don't mind telling you
My life was ended by your hand
The kind of murder where nobody dies
But I don't suppose you'd understand
Call off the search
We've found her
Then you are a criminal
And you should be killed
By an army of little girls
The law won't arrest you
The world won't detest you
You never did anything
Any man wouldn't do
I'm Gothic Lolita
And you are a criminal
I'm not even legal
I'm just a dead little girl
But ruffles and laces
And candy sweet faces
Directed your furtive hand
I perfectly understand
So it's my fault?
No, Gothic Lolita
You've made me what I am today
A bundle of broken nerves
A mouthful of words I'm still afraid to say
I don't mind telling you
Now that I'm old enough to love
I couldn't begin to even if
My pretty life depended on it
And funny thing, it does
Call off the search
We've found her
Then you are a criminal
And you should be killed
By an army of little girls
The law won't arrest you
The world won't detest you
You never did anything
Any man wouldn't do
I'm Gothic Lolita
And you are a criminal
I'm not even legal
I'm just a dead little girl
But ruffles and laces
And candy sweet faces
Directed your furtive hand
I perfectly understand
So it's my fault?
No, Gothic Lolita
I opened my eyes and smirked at the amount of X-eggs. Dia's power is simply amazing. Hoshina-san and Hikaru-kun would be pleased.
I am your sugar I am your sugar If I am Lolita
I am your cream
I am your anti-American dream
I am your cream
I am your worst nightmare
Now scream
Then you are a criminal
And you should be killed
By an army of little girls
The law won't arrest you
The world won't detest you
You never did anything
Any man wouldn't do
I'm Gothic Lolita
And you are a criminal
I'm not even legal
I'm just a dead little girl
But ruffles and laces
And candy sweet faces
Directed your furtive hand
I perfectly understand
So it's my fault?
No, Gothic Lolita
As I walked offstage, there was no sound, of course. All my fans had no heart's eggs.
"Ami, you were amazing."
I smirked. Just as I thought, Hoshina-san was happy with me.
"It's a new record amount of X-eggs. Twice as many as Utau ever collected." The he frowned. "She was quite useless. Though I suppose those guardians had something to do with that."
I felt my heart ache. Guardians. Amu. The only reason I sing for Easter- to get the Embryo and bring my sister back.
I sighed, trying to sound bored. "Both Utau and the guardians were pathetic. Of course, they never gave me any problems. Half of them don't even have charas anymore…" my voice trailed off.
Hoshina-san cleared his throat. "Anyways, I have work to do. You should eat and rest. You have another show in 2 days, and a new song recording coming up."
I nodded. "Alright. Say hello to Hikaru-kun for me."
I was one of Eatser's only employees who knew who Gozen really was. Hikaru had been one of my friends since…well since we were little. I actually trusted him. Strange.
Hoshina-san chuckled. "As you wish, Ami. Now go get something to eat and get some rest.
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Hey guys. I'm really sorry if this sucks or is totally confusing. It's my first FanFic. Kashiwagi is the stage name I decided on for Ami in my story. "Kashi" means lyrics. :3
So I hope you enjoyed it. Please review! I'll write more soon!