I was coming out of Kacey's car. "See you later Kace" I told her while closing the car door. I waved at Kacey when she started leaving. I walked to the front door of her house. There stood a package with no address but it had my address down. I picked up the package before going into my house. My parents weren't home and one of my brothers was home. I immediately went into her room which was considered in the basement. I opened the package; I saw the sets of tapes labeled one, two, three and etc. I thought about who had a cassette player. I immediately thought of my parents. I went into their room with my brother, Chris stood there. "What you doing in mom and dad room, you know they don't like you going in their room" Chris told me with a frown on his face. "I need to use the cassette player" I said while still searching. "Why" Chris questioned her. I looked up thinking should I tell him about the package. "Because I just do" I said and Chris handed his cassette player. "Thanks Chris" I said while running to her room. I locked my bedroom door. I sat on my bed and took one tape and put it in the cassette player. "Who uses tapes anymore?" I wondered aloud. I pushed play and there came Zander Robbins voice.
"Hello Bitches, Zander Robbins here alive and everything, if you got this set of tape it means you are one of the awesome reasons why my life ended or specifically why I ended my own life.
I quickly pushed pause on the cassette player. How could I be on one of this tape? It made no sense to me. It was just two weeks ago when Zander killed himself. Everybody in the school went to the funeral. It was shocking to all of us. I pushed play on the cassette player.
"But I have a couple of rules of course, after you go through all the tapes you have to send this package to the next person on the tape after you. That don't apply to the 13th person you get to keep this and listen over and over again until it drives you mad. Rule number two, you have to listen no matter what.
I felt sick to my stomach Zander never made rules; he never followed them as well.
Play
In the package you will find a map with circles around a place, which means each reason, is related to one of these places. You can visualize better if actually go to the place. Remember everyone that has gotten this package it means you did something to me little or big the point is you destroyed me. Well I supposed that's it bye bitches
The tape ended or so I thought until I heard Zander speaking again.
Each tape actually gets worse, so be prepared for the worst anybody listening. Also if you don't send this package, I have copies it will be sent all over the internet where all of you guys secrets will spill; it might even destroy you in the end like it did for me. SEE YA BITCHES
I sighed and the tape officially ended. You could hear Zander bitterness, it was quite strange. His laugh was different, filled with anger, pain. Chris knocked on the door and I opened it. "Dinner" Chris told me and I nodded while putting away the package. I sat down at my table with everyone just eating, laughing. I couldn't bring myself to laugh. "Hun, I know you miss, Zander" My mom told me while grabbing my hand. I don't know exactly why I did it, I just started laughing hysterically. I pushed my food away from me before going to my bedroom. I locked the door again. I flipped the other side of the tape and sighed before pushing play on the cassette player.
Wow I'm shock that you guys are still here but since you here, you might want to go to my old high school, Adam High School where this reason starts off.
I looked at the map; it was a thirty minute drive. I walked outside to the bus stop and I saw the bus coming. I sat on the bus looking at the trees passing by. When I finally saw Zander old high school before coming to Brewster High School, I sat down in a bench in front of it before pressing play again.
Gary Tony you were new during the summer before high school started. So you arrived at Adam High School. I spent most of my time in this town, I basically knew everybody in this town. The beginning of high school was hell, I lost all of my friends but guess whose fault that was, spreading a rumor about me how I was a murder, and I slept around with my best friends' girlfriends. I never did that Gary Tony but the whole school believed you because you were the top of the social status but I was second place. You know what it's like to feel like to be hated Do you Gary? I was the first person to become friends with you. I confronted you about it once. Remember Gary, I saw you and Alexis kissing; remember that all my friends went along with the rumors even the girlfriends went along to. Everyday something went wrong everybody accused me of being responsible. Because of you, I lost my own reputation and it was formed into something different. Reputation is what only cared about wasn't it. Gary I became your friend because I thought you was the coolest person I ever meet. I was wrong Gary; you were the first person who started to break me down.
I felt sick to my stomach as I stared at the school; all I could see was the sight of Zander being accused of everything.
But don't worry Gary Tony you aren't only person in this. Alexis believe it or not you are one of these tapes but I'm not going to tell you which tape you are involved with you just have to keep listening. Bye Bitch
The tape stopped and I also felt my heart stop as well. How could someone like Gary break down Zander. Is this the reason why he moved to Brewster High School because of this Gary Tony or was it Alexis, I don't even know her last name. I started to walk back to the bus stop and I got on the bus. I waited while looking out the window while I couldn't stop thinking about Zander. As soon as I enter the house, I saw my parents sitting at the kitchen table drinking coffee. "Where have you been" Dad asked me. I just shrugged. "Hun we know you're hurting but you running off in the middle of night don't make it better" My mom told me. I rolled my eyes. "You don't know anything mom, I wish you both would stop, you didn't like him, so don't act like you care that he dead. I was in love with him but he wasn't good enough for me" I shouted at them. My mom and dad opened their mouth. I didn't give them a chance to say anything, I rushed downstairs and I could hear Chris defending me. I smiled usually Chris and I don't get along really. I locked my door and I put on my pjs before going into my bed. I closed my eyes but I couldn't fall asleep without thinking about Zander. He always seemed happy, so what went wrong is that he made these tapes to make us know about what happen. There was no suicide letter, his mom found his body drenched in his blood on his bed. While thinking all about this I managed to fall asleep. When I opened my eyes, my alarm clock went off and I groaned. I looked on my desk with the tapes. I grabbed them and put them in my backpack along with the cassette tape. I heard the honk from Kacey. I changed quickly and put on a hat on. I grabbed a piece of toast from Ben and walked out of my house with my backpack. I opened the passenger seat. Kacey was applying makeup for some unknown reason. I can't stand makeup. Zander couldn't stand make up I thought to myself. "Your parents told me about what happened yesterday" Kacey told me and I sighed to myself. I didn't want to get into. "I know about the package" Kacey said to me and I turned to her. "You on one those tapes" I asked her shocked and Kacey nodded and gave me a small smile. "So if you ever need a ride to get to one of those places, just call me" Kacey said to me while pulling up to the school and we went into the school and in the band room. We saw Nelson and Kevin just staring at Zander's guitar and I bit my lip so hard that blood was coming out. Stevie doesn't cry, but I couldn't help it. I fell on the floor and just started sobbing. Kacey hugged me while I felt the tears fall on my shirt. "They taking the guitar to put in the glass to remember Zander" Nelson stated to Kacey and I. I didn't say anything; I hated walking passed the glass case, with Zander that held a smile in the picture. It got too much, I was sure that I was going to have a panic attack because of that. We all sat down on the couch not making a sound. "Stevie, we all got the package" Kevin told me with a small smile with pain in his eyes. "Gosh, why does Zander want us to feel guilty" I screamed at all of them. "What tape am I" I asked them. "Stevie, we can't tell you that" Kacey said to me. "But what you did isn't as bad as what Nelson, Kevin or even me did to him, so you have nothing to worry about" Kacey told me with a small smile while putting her hand on my shoulder.