Austin Moon sat sobbing on the bathroom floor. Quietly, he got up, realizing that if she was still his she would be reprimanding him on how unsanitary the floor is. As Austin peered into the mirror, he noticed his tear-stained cheeks. He wiped the remainder of his wet droplets off from his now-dull eyes. He hopped into his car, driving wherever his sub-conscious would take him.
I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted..
He remembered all if the fun times that he was with her getting wasted on each other's kisses.
I thought about our last kiss, the way you felt the way you tasted.
It was true. As Austin got off of the paved road and onto a dirt path he remembered the first time she took him to see the stars,whispering to each other that they would love one another forever.
And even though our friends tell me you're doing fine,
are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you.
Dez and Trish always kept him posted, but it just wasn't the same as talking to her and hearing her melodious laugh.
When he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you?
Gavin and Ally. Those names broke his heart. And even though she claimed he never hurt her, Austin knew that it wasn't true. He wondered if she ever read the words that he wrote for her in the songs they wrote together.
Sometimes I start to wonder was it just a lie?
He treated her like a princess. He told her he loved her everyday and they always talked about what their future would be like together.
If what we had was real how could you be fine... Cause I'm not fine at all!
As Austin watched as the happy couple walked out of sonic boom, a single tear trickled down his cheek.
I remember the day you told me you were leaving, I remember the makeup running down your face. And the dreams you left behind you didn't need 'em, like every single wish we ever made. I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things. Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you, and the memories I never can escape... 'Cause I'm not fine at all.
