Author's Note: Prelude to the rest of Crashing Difference.
Neo and Smith think each other dead , not knowing the other lives.
This is the aftermath of Difference.
I Wish
I wish I had never died. I wish I could have seen you before I died and came back.
You didn't come back to me. I miss you , I always miss you though I never truly had you.
I dream all the time of what that could have been like.
How I love you even though your dead. Even though you never had me.
Though I never had you , I wish that I had never left.
That I never left that place.
Your in that place , in that beautiful , wonderful place without me.
If only I had chosen to stay , we could have been US.
Instead of you and me , but you are dead and I am not.
That I should have stayed there.
How I miss you , my Love you had the most beautiful eyes.
I wish I wasn't going crazy without you.
I wish I could see you , if only for a second.
I wish that this wasn't a dream.
I , how I wish you were here with me.
Oh my Love , how I should never have left.