Hey guys as i have warned in the summary there are mad TRIGGERS within this story. So please read if yo can, im writing this for entertainment and to make people think. So please be careful ,ok loves. Also this would be my first fanfiction, and i open for any advice and ideas. Please comment, and I hope you like it! Oh and please listen to this song when reading if youre able to watch?time_continue=4&v=S7jY0fhekRo
I guess it was inevitable. There was no where to escape. My choices where to either stay in the grotesque world that I live now; which leaves me battered while shattering my soul. Or jump when I don't know what the dark abyss will bring me. Death? Do I even want it, do I even deserve it? My moment of hesitation ceased as I heard the growls and a clinking noise lurking behind me. The ominous white beams broke through the dark woods upon the mountain. They were too close. They will find me. Can I? Can I really risk dying? "Where are you Frisk?!" The gruff voice intruded the peace of the dark. Tears stung my already raw face, where on the right cheek had a three inch cut."Dad where do you think she went?" a crazed youth laughed with excitement. "I don't know boy, but they sure as hellare going to get a another few belts when I FIND THEM!" My fathers voice made me jump, I pushed myself to the outside of the cave feeling a sliver security from it.
My brother Jay hysterically laughed in response once more. "D-Dad maybe I can try one time?" There was a silence. It was a deadly one. Jay your gonna get it now...And the hard crack that rang though the mountain proved my prediction right. Making me bust out sobs, as I remember when I was at the receiving end of that belt buckle too. I could hear Jay's cries as Father kept going at it...yet it soon turned to blood curling laughs that always left his lips. I covered my mouth with clammy and shaking hands. I really cant do this anymore. WHAT DID I DO SO WRONG TO HAVE A LIFE LIKE THIS? A father that beats me on a day to day bases cause he can, a brother that was psychotic and would love for me to leave existence, and rottweiler that will accompany Jay and I in a cage when we talk back. The scars are there and they only got worse when I grew up-"
DAD I THINK I HEAR HER!" Jay screams redirecting the attention back onto finding me. "Oh god."I whimpered. I could hear Havoc's restraint at the ground...He was released. His rapid panting and sporadic running matched my heart and breathing. I was frozen to my spot, just stared horrified of the shadow of the dog shining through the ray of light, that was held by my father. Then another pair of feet crushed onto the leaves. Within seconds I felt teeth boring into my left bicep making me scream from the horrific pain. I writhed, kicked, begged, and struggled but nothing worked like usual. I could hear my hoody tare like how my arm was nearly torn from its socket; from the rough lashes of the dogs head. The next thing I know my legs are being held down.I open my eyes which I forgot I closed and looked my nightmare in the face. Oily blond strands hung down into his face. His owlish eye bore into mine as the rings of dark skin punctuated hes dead green eye. The other was covered with blood from the cut on his forehead. His smile wouldve looked almost pure, if it wasnt for the sadistic thoughts that made it. He was sickly thin as his collarbone was sticking out of his yellow shirt and arms looked like could easily break.
Another scream raked through me as nails started to stab into my black leggings. Havoc become more aroused from me screams and started to drag me, making my leggings rip and feeling five bloody trails run from my hips to my knees on both legs.I rolled over to move away from Jay finally bring the deafening pop to my ears. The third scream was what made me plead for death. I looked at the cave as if it was heaven. When Havoc let go to take another bite I had a boost of determination
With my arm flailing limp at my side and my legs stinging and shaking, I stumbled as quickly as possible toward the cave. Feeling everyone on my heels I leaped. The light shined into the hole and I became less afraid on what lies bellow. Gravity ceased to exist and I felt...free for once. I felt content in that one second. I felt like everything was going to be alright and I would be able to get my life back. Tears fell from my eyes as the pain left me. Is this what you felt when you died ...
Yet every good thing gets snatched away. Dread fills me as I feel another body snake its way onto mine. Making me turn and stare at the source of the light. Hearing the laughing as we fell I stared at my Father... the tall, burly man with the matching blond hair and raging green eyes stared back at his two childing plunging to their deaths. It might sound bad but... That look of horror filled me with determination. Since I was now.
Something sweet... it smells really nice. It fells so cool and so benevolent. Not what im used to but still nice. I was so tired. Should I stay asleep or look at what heaven is like. I lightly giggle to myself until I feel pain. My eyes shot open. No! Nonononono. WHY? WHY AM I STILL ALIVE? I mentally sobbed as my eyes let out a few tears leave. I thought I would be dry by now. I look around feel my shoulder strain from the movement. I was at the bottom of the cave it wasn't as dark as I thought it would be. My head started to clear from the hysterical state I was in before. Even in pain the cool cushioning and the vibrant smell calmed me. My body sank a little in the "little piece of heaven". When I noticed the small feathers grazing my hands and neck. I look to my right giving my shoulder a bit of relief and noticing the yellow petals... Flowers? B-but how, especially in this cave? Yet they seem to be illuminating by themselves providing light in the cave. I jump feeling my muscles burn with the sudden movements. A small whimper from my left startled me, and my heart started to pound in my chest once again. It sounded so uncomfortably familiar that I felt DETERMINATION surge through my body and I shot off the bed of flowers. I turn swiftly, with my injuries forgotten for a few moments. I say Jay's body distorted in many directions. The gash on his forehead spread wider making more red liquid pool behind his head. I was feeling guilt crawling into my body which lead to even worse pain than my actual injuries. I started moving towards him once more till his eyes shot open and a gasp rippled throughout the cave. I jump back landing on the rocky ground. His head snapped towards my direction and a scream pierced my hearing. "DAD DAD HELP!" I hesitated about running away until the gruff response of our father came from above made me rethink. "BOY ARE YOU ALRIGHT?" I was surprised i was glued to the floor cause I couldn't get up. My muscles strained to move and my breathing inceased pace once more. "I-I'm pretty bad pop!" Jay said. I felt the cave coming towards me. There's never any escape. Wet trails slid started to become dry from being forgotten and my eyes where pulled open by the hooks of terror. The determination to help my brother left me the only thing left was the undying fear that will always linger within me. My legs protested even more as i spun on my heels. Feeling the blood cascade under my leggings making them uncomfortably damp. Howls rang that i could barely comprehend "Fat, Bitch, away" was all i could hear and usually i would harm myself from such comments but attempting suicide was already enough for today... i barley noticed how conveniently visible the path of the cave was, it was almost like it was glowing. i galloped my way threw trying to put ease on one leg. i didnt help much cause at some point my right had to meet the ground and when it did it felt like it hammered its way into the glowing earth. i could hear barking from a far distance, they weren't close at all. i looked back for a moment to see my progress while still running. it was a endless rock hall which become eerily dark the farther it went. The eerie feeling ran up my spine and felt like my heart pulsed irregularly.
And a sharp blanket of darkness and cold laid upon me. I didn't feel like I was still in the same cave it was like I unconsciously made a decision... I continued cautiously, every step I took I could hear the tiny crackling. I felt how the ground seemed to give a little bit after a bit and the cracking became softer and I could almost feel the little wisps under the soles of my boots. My body continued to throb with every step I took. My head went to when I wasn't in the dark, and not in great pain. When I went to school and was able to go to class walking without pain. I'm almost willing to go back where I was harassed constantly at home. The spit balls and trips didn't hurt any more especially when I be able to evade there upfront attacks... Yet the verbal assault from everyone always some how killed me. I let out a bitter chuckle from my throat, they can't say anything about my thighs anymore they were barley on my bone any more... I'm so sad I laugh at my own jokes. There was a kid in me science that thought he was hilarious and would always disrupt the class with something stupid and he would obsess about it for the rest of the it some how always got me to laugh... that was the only good part of my life. My head shot a painful jolt making my eyes rolled back and I stumbled. 'I'm losing i-' I thought before I tripped on a nonexistent rock that always follows me. Almost feeling rehearsed, the familiar squeak alluded from my throat. First the beating, then the jump. But for once I don't think I'll be getting up anytime soon...
"GOLLY are you alright?" I sweet child's voice ran around me as if I drowned in it. "Ms.?" My heart warmed not just cause someone cared... But how familiar it was. My heart felt like a small piece fell from its rightful abode- I felt like my whole being would shatter with anymore currents of unjust consequences hit me. Yet like any other time I broke it felt like it was a never ending cycle of chaos and my demise will never cease. My prudnes arouse from me thickly as I brooded on how repegnet life's game was- giving me hope with this fickle change in my fate. I felt a violent shove against my head making my head lurch upward feeling how I was able to evade the soreness from my prior "fugitive" act. The same petals... I became more vigilant of the presence before me. A flower that had the similar petals from earlier became a mane for the white stigma of the flower. Black vertical sunflower seed were gradually swaying within the indentations of the stamen.' It's cute but... almost morbid..' I thought as I stared back at the seed eyes. "Who..?" Croaked out. A smile unnaturally submerged from the flowered mouth being rigid from the white seeds being pulled apart."HOODY! I'm Flowey!" This felt really wrong something was off other than there was a FREAKING TALKING FLOWER. " Flowey the flower." For some reason the feeling- that I was going to have ... A bad time crept up my spine...
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