"Do you really want to do this?" Edward's soft voice asked. I thought about what was happening for a momentous second. I wasn't sure how I felt; it was like I was just a mass, sitting in space. I thought back to that glorious day, the day I had married Edward. I loved him so much. Right before graduation, I had accepted Edward's proposal, and we had been wed just days before. We were on our "honeymoon" now. Edward is about to fulfill his promise of turning me into one of the "eternal damned", or so he says. Should I feel scared, or nervous? And then in that split-second, I did feel scared. I felt scared for what lied ahead of me, scared that I wouldn't be able to do anymore "human" things. I was scared that I would make mom and Charlie sad. But then I remembered why I wanted this so badly; Edward. I loved Edward to the depths of my heart. There was no way to possibly explain that love. He loved me back to the same extent. At that moment, I felt whole, nodding my head. "Yes" I said with a smile forming on my face. "I don't care about the pain. I don't care about anything, except you, Edward. I love you, and I am ready. I need to do this." As if he understood everything, he smiled. He came closer, so that he was centimeters from my ear. "I love you with all of my heart" he whispered. And then he leaned into my neck, kissing me very softly, before he bit.