Otherworldly Fantasies Destroyed
A/N: I don't own DBZ but I own YOUR MOM! Sucks to your ASS-MAR!!!! *insane laughter ensues* Song lyrics are by Evanescence ("Bring Me to Life") not me. Also, for your personal information and reading pleasure, Piccolo is a sexual being (meaning he's got "equipment" so-to-speak). Be forewarned, citrus ahead but it is essential to the development of my plot; so, I highly suggest you read it! Please read and review!
God......... I woke up again........ Another dream of you........ and you weren't there to comfort me........ but I've been accustomed to this disappointment for some time now......... I was the one who died----not you......... I'm all alone here in Enma's Realm of Retraining in the afterlife....... I have to make up for my sins......... I miss you so much it hurts to breathe; so, I'll just lie here with my cheek on the cool tile beside my bed......... it's nice and cool......... I can't even feel the teardrops hit the floor..........
*How can you see into my eyes, Like open doors leading you down into my core, Where I've become so numb?*
Do you know? Do you know how lonely I am? Do you know what it means to cry until you can't feel the tears anymore? You can't feel their lonely journey down the slack or creased contours of your face........... You're just......... numb.
I choke back a sob thinking about it. I've cried so much since I've been here; I had no idea this would happen. I'm living in a dimension with no sense of time. I get only 3 hours to myself and I have to attend training courses specially designed for my particular sins to better my soul before I can even hope to return to the living realm......... your plane of existence, where things don't seem........ but are........ real.
*Without a soul, My spirit sleeping somewhere cold, Until you find it there and lead it back home...........*
They say things that make me want to cry............... They say it will make me wanna change for the better........... all I really wanna do is bash all their fucking faces in. I thought teachers were supposed to be encouraging........... These people SUCK! I hate them! I wanna tear the skin from their faces; I wanna make them bleed so I know they're real people! I don't even think they have a heart! God, I'd kill to rip a beating beauty from one of their hollow chests........... only to see it's made of stone. I wouldn't be surprised.
*(Wake me up) Wake me up inside............ (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside............ (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark..............*
I think I'm starting to believe them when they say I'll never see you again.......... I'm not exactly a nice girl to the people I meet here........... I've been to Punishment more times than I care to remember........... I've got a bad rep around here............ They say if I don't change I could be here for centuries in your time...........
I wonder how long it's been for you............ How long have I been gone in Earth's time? A few minutes? A few days? Weeks? Months? ..........Years?
*(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run........... (I can't wake up) Before I come undone.............. (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become........*
Do you remember the nights we spent together? I often lie awake during those precious 3 hours I'm given, thinking about what could be going through that mind of yours. You always were so brilliant, so patient. I wish I had your patience......... it'd spare me from a lot of unnecessary trips to Punishment.
*Now that I know what I'm without, You can't just leave me. Breathe into me and make me real, Bring me........ to life.*
Oh yeah, I'm getting way off topic here. I said I dreamt about you last night, if that's what 3 hours accumulates to........ a night........... I was lying on top of your cape again.......... sweating. We must have been training or something........ but there I was and there you were peeling your soaking wet shirt off your sculpted back, throwing it aimlessly in the corner of our room........ MY room became OUR room when you decided to stay after the Saiya-jin battle......... after our training......... after you and I first made love.
*(Wake me up) Wake me up inside............ (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside............. (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark...........*
You came over, your musky, outdoorsy scent overpowering my senses, and scooped me up into your arms, muttering something about me being oh-so- much-better with my form and technique........ blah blah blah......... like I didn't know you were carrying me to our bed.
I chuckle as I ponder the amusing situation.
So, you carried me to the bed and laid me on top of the covers since it was much too hot to get under them. Leaning over you pried open the window to allow a refreshing breeze to grace the sauna of a room we were relaxing in......... the cool air diffusing quickly through the screen covering the window opening.
*(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run........ (I can't wake up) Before I come undone............ (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become.......*
As you eased back from the mindless task your eyes fell on my face. I felt the blood rushing to my cheeks in a blush under your appreciative glance as it fell from my face to my blatantly feminine features... always a part of me you appreciated.
Your hands slowly reached toward my stomach and I tensed in anticipation......... you always had a way of taking me by surprise............ taking me when I least expected it........... I closed my eyes as I felt your large, calloused hands caress the full length of my firm torso, memorizing the sensations you were stirring inside me. To me it had been years since I'd felt you........... to you it had been mere days. You didn't know I was coming to you from my subconscious......... To you, I was still real.............
*Frozen inside without you touch, Without your love, darling, Only you are the life among the dead............*
Your fingers tickled up my sides, teasing me beyond words, and I crinkled my nose in meek frustration. I knew you were loving this, during training I'd die before I surrendered to you.......... after training was a different story..........
I felt your body tense as you leaned over me, bowing your head down to mine before your lips stole my senses with a tender kiss, coaxing me to allow you entrance; so, I parted my lips for you and relished the sensation of your mouth on mine, your tongue caressing me, your fangs barely touching my lips.......... I swear I was finally in Heaven..........
*All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see, Kept in the dark, But you were there in front of me..........*
Giggling, I pulled back from your intoxicating kiss, fully aware of the fact that your once-innocent hands were now caressing me under my training gi top. All I got in response was a simple smirk but the slight shimmer in your eyes softened my futile, mock resistance and I allowed you to remove the annoying garment before I ripped it off myself.
Clutching my hands behind your smooth head, I felt my chest swell with love and adoration as you nuzzled my neck, nipping gently at the tender flesh there. I placed a single kiss on the top of your head, letting you know I was ready for anything you had for me.........
*I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems, Got to open my eyes to everything.........*
I guided my hands down the thick cords of muscle lining your back, stroking firmly, hoping to relieve any tension there with a delicate massage.
I wrung my fingers together, still able to feel the tingle in their tips from my dream..........
Your moan caught me by surprise and only caused me to bury my face into your thick neck and cling to you helplessly as your hands traveled farther south, grazing past my supple hips to my generous thighs. I could feel your claws on the most sensitive skin on my body, setting off electrifying pulses within my lithe form.
*Without a thought, Without a voice, Without a soul.........*
After much effort my quivering hands undid the blue sash holding up your purple gi pants and caressed the tender flesh there, stealing another gasp of pleasure from your throat. After you recovered, however, I suppose it was my turn to get it.......... You were grinning........ well, grinning for you I guess would just be a wider smirk with your fangs showing........... but it was your way of letting me know I was in for "trouble."
I was going to have you........ Finally, after all those torturous dreams I'd had the night before, I felt as though I were really there with you; I'd finally get to make love with you again............ I felt I could live again after this.......... even if it were just a dream.
*Don't let me die here, There must be something more........... Bring me to life..........*
You arched back, your head at the foot of our bed, and sank into the soft comforters before throwing me a narrow-eyed, lope-sided smirk that suggested everything but innocent foreplay............. By God, I wanted you so badly!
And......... as I reached out to you.......... I fell out of bed............ No, I really fell out of bed.......... out of the same damn bed I've slept in each night here in Enma's Realm of Retraining! I wasn't with you! You weren't here AGAIN!
*(Wake me up) Wake me up inside............ (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside.......... (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark............*
I just let my body sink to the floor altogether, the covers twisting all around me. That dream could have been........... could have been real.......... I could have been touching you.......... finally......... after so long.............
I miss you so much! I want to die and wake up in Hell; Hell's got to be better than this torture! I want you so much it makes my sides ache and I feel so cold and so hot all at the same time........ It isn't fair; I didn't know he was going to kill me. You're right, I've always trusted way too easily.......... and now I'm dead.......... wishing you were here..........
I get so lonely; the white walls just make the future look so much bleaker to me........ Will I ever see you again? I'm not on anyone's good side here........... I'll never get out of here! They're all right! I'll never see you or our dear friends ever again! I am a lost cause! I'm so sorry!
*(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run............. (I can't wake up) Before I come undone............ (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become............*
The tears are still falling but I've lost all feeling in my face. I can barely hear my heart beating in my bruised chest. I can barely get my lungs to do their job; it's getting hard to breathe. Everything is turning black again............ I wonder if you can die in the afterlife......... I wonder where you'd end up if you did............
*(Bring me to life) I've been living a lie, There's nothing inside, (Bring me to life)*
But God, Piccolo, I need you here with me......... I need to be with you!
A/N: I don't own DBZ but I own YOUR MOM! Sucks to your ASS-MAR!!!! *insane laughter ensues* Song lyrics are by Evanescence ("Bring Me to Life") not me. Also, for your personal information and reading pleasure, Piccolo is a sexual being (meaning he's got "equipment" so-to-speak). Be forewarned, citrus ahead but it is essential to the development of my plot; so, I highly suggest you read it! Please read and review!
God......... I woke up again........ Another dream of you........ and you weren't there to comfort me........ but I've been accustomed to this disappointment for some time now......... I was the one who died----not you......... I'm all alone here in Enma's Realm of Retraining in the afterlife....... I have to make up for my sins......... I miss you so much it hurts to breathe; so, I'll just lie here with my cheek on the cool tile beside my bed......... it's nice and cool......... I can't even feel the teardrops hit the floor..........
*How can you see into my eyes, Like open doors leading you down into my core, Where I've become so numb?*
Do you know? Do you know how lonely I am? Do you know what it means to cry until you can't feel the tears anymore? You can't feel their lonely journey down the slack or creased contours of your face........... You're just......... numb.
I choke back a sob thinking about it. I've cried so much since I've been here; I had no idea this would happen. I'm living in a dimension with no sense of time. I get only 3 hours to myself and I have to attend training courses specially designed for my particular sins to better my soul before I can even hope to return to the living realm......... your plane of existence, where things don't seem........ but are........ real.
*Without a soul, My spirit sleeping somewhere cold, Until you find it there and lead it back home...........*
They say things that make me want to cry............... They say it will make me wanna change for the better........... all I really wanna do is bash all their fucking faces in. I thought teachers were supposed to be encouraging........... These people SUCK! I hate them! I wanna tear the skin from their faces; I wanna make them bleed so I know they're real people! I don't even think they have a heart! God, I'd kill to rip a beating beauty from one of their hollow chests........... only to see it's made of stone. I wouldn't be surprised.
*(Wake me up) Wake me up inside............ (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside............ (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark..............*
I think I'm starting to believe them when they say I'll never see you again.......... I'm not exactly a nice girl to the people I meet here........... I've been to Punishment more times than I care to remember........... I've got a bad rep around here............ They say if I don't change I could be here for centuries in your time...........
I wonder how long it's been for you............ How long have I been gone in Earth's time? A few minutes? A few days? Weeks? Months? ..........Years?
*(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run........... (I can't wake up) Before I come undone.............. (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become........*
Do you remember the nights we spent together? I often lie awake during those precious 3 hours I'm given, thinking about what could be going through that mind of yours. You always were so brilliant, so patient. I wish I had your patience......... it'd spare me from a lot of unnecessary trips to Punishment.
*Now that I know what I'm without, You can't just leave me. Breathe into me and make me real, Bring me........ to life.*
Oh yeah, I'm getting way off topic here. I said I dreamt about you last night, if that's what 3 hours accumulates to........ a night........... I was lying on top of your cape again.......... sweating. We must have been training or something........ but there I was and there you were peeling your soaking wet shirt off your sculpted back, throwing it aimlessly in the corner of our room........ MY room became OUR room when you decided to stay after the Saiya-jin battle......... after our training......... after you and I first made love.
*(Wake me up) Wake me up inside............ (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside............. (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark...........*
You came over, your musky, outdoorsy scent overpowering my senses, and scooped me up into your arms, muttering something about me being oh-so- much-better with my form and technique........ blah blah blah......... like I didn't know you were carrying me to our bed.
I chuckle as I ponder the amusing situation.
So, you carried me to the bed and laid me on top of the covers since it was much too hot to get under them. Leaning over you pried open the window to allow a refreshing breeze to grace the sauna of a room we were relaxing in......... the cool air diffusing quickly through the screen covering the window opening.
*(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run........ (I can't wake up) Before I come undone............ (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become.......*
As you eased back from the mindless task your eyes fell on my face. I felt the blood rushing to my cheeks in a blush under your appreciative glance as it fell from my face to my blatantly feminine features... always a part of me you appreciated.
Your hands slowly reached toward my stomach and I tensed in anticipation......... you always had a way of taking me by surprise............ taking me when I least expected it........... I closed my eyes as I felt your large, calloused hands caress the full length of my firm torso, memorizing the sensations you were stirring inside me. To me it had been years since I'd felt you........... to you it had been mere days. You didn't know I was coming to you from my subconscious......... To you, I was still real.............
*Frozen inside without you touch, Without your love, darling, Only you are the life among the dead............*
Your fingers tickled up my sides, teasing me beyond words, and I crinkled my nose in meek frustration. I knew you were loving this, during training I'd die before I surrendered to you.......... after training was a different story..........
I felt your body tense as you leaned over me, bowing your head down to mine before your lips stole my senses with a tender kiss, coaxing me to allow you entrance; so, I parted my lips for you and relished the sensation of your mouth on mine, your tongue caressing me, your fangs barely touching my lips.......... I swear I was finally in Heaven..........
*All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see, Kept in the dark, But you were there in front of me..........*
Giggling, I pulled back from your intoxicating kiss, fully aware of the fact that your once-innocent hands were now caressing me under my training gi top. All I got in response was a simple smirk but the slight shimmer in your eyes softened my futile, mock resistance and I allowed you to remove the annoying garment before I ripped it off myself.
Clutching my hands behind your smooth head, I felt my chest swell with love and adoration as you nuzzled my neck, nipping gently at the tender flesh there. I placed a single kiss on the top of your head, letting you know I was ready for anything you had for me.........
*I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems, Got to open my eyes to everything.........*
I guided my hands down the thick cords of muscle lining your back, stroking firmly, hoping to relieve any tension there with a delicate massage.
I wrung my fingers together, still able to feel the tingle in their tips from my dream..........
Your moan caught me by surprise and only caused me to bury my face into your thick neck and cling to you helplessly as your hands traveled farther south, grazing past my supple hips to my generous thighs. I could feel your claws on the most sensitive skin on my body, setting off electrifying pulses within my lithe form.
*Without a thought, Without a voice, Without a soul.........*
After much effort my quivering hands undid the blue sash holding up your purple gi pants and caressed the tender flesh there, stealing another gasp of pleasure from your throat. After you recovered, however, I suppose it was my turn to get it.......... You were grinning........ well, grinning for you I guess would just be a wider smirk with your fangs showing........... but it was your way of letting me know I was in for "trouble."
I was going to have you........ Finally, after all those torturous dreams I'd had the night before, I felt as though I were really there with you; I'd finally get to make love with you again............ I felt I could live again after this.......... even if it were just a dream.
*Don't let me die here, There must be something more........... Bring me to life..........*
You arched back, your head at the foot of our bed, and sank into the soft comforters before throwing me a narrow-eyed, lope-sided smirk that suggested everything but innocent foreplay............. By God, I wanted you so badly!
And......... as I reached out to you.......... I fell out of bed............ No, I really fell out of bed.......... out of the same damn bed I've slept in each night here in Enma's Realm of Retraining! I wasn't with you! You weren't here AGAIN!
*(Wake me up) Wake me up inside............ (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside.......... (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark............*
I just let my body sink to the floor altogether, the covers twisting all around me. That dream could have been........... could have been real.......... I could have been touching you.......... finally......... after so long.............
I miss you so much! I want to die and wake up in Hell; Hell's got to be better than this torture! I want you so much it makes my sides ache and I feel so cold and so hot all at the same time........ It isn't fair; I didn't know he was going to kill me. You're right, I've always trusted way too easily.......... and now I'm dead.......... wishing you were here..........
I get so lonely; the white walls just make the future look so much bleaker to me........ Will I ever see you again? I'm not on anyone's good side here........... I'll never get out of here! They're all right! I'll never see you or our dear friends ever again! I am a lost cause! I'm so sorry!
*(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run............. (I can't wake up) Before I come undone............ (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become............*
The tears are still falling but I've lost all feeling in my face. I can barely hear my heart beating in my bruised chest. I can barely get my lungs to do their job; it's getting hard to breathe. Everything is turning black again............ I wonder if you can die in the afterlife......... I wonder where you'd end up if you did............
*(Bring me to life) I've been living a lie, There's nothing inside, (Bring me to life)*
But God, Piccolo, I need you here with me......... I need to be with you!