Anonymous asked: PLEAAAASE write a fanfic on one of the sneak peeks. (This story is based upon the sneak peeks for Bones that came out Thursday afternoon. This is pure conjecture.)
If you are trying to stay spoiler free for season 9 then please skip this story and come back to it after you've seen episode one of season 9.
This short story is being told from Booth's point of view.
I don't own Bones.
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When Bones and I first started working together, we had trust issues. Bones didn't trust very many people. Hell, as far as I could tell, she only trusted Angela and Dr. Goodman. It took a lot of work; but, she finally realized that she could trust me and after that we became good friends as well as partners. No matter how much shit we went through, we had a bond of trust between us.
She asked me one time, if I'd betray her and I promised her that I never would. Through her rejection of me outside the Hoover, my trying to move on by living with Hannah for awhile, through her running from Pelant and taking Christine with her, we still managed to keep a thread of trust between us. Sometimes it seemed like the thread would snap, hell, sometimes I couldn't even see the thread but somehow we made it and we kept that trust alive.
Three months ago, I broke her heart and my biggest fear is that thread of trust is going to be cut and I'm going to lose her. If it was just me and her, I'm sure she'd listen to her heart and know that I'm not doing what I'm doing to be mean or cruel. She'd know that I must have a reason for doing what I'm doing; but, she's not alone. Someone else has her ear and that person is Angela.
I thought Angela was my friend; but, in the last few months I've discovered that, that isn't true. She's Bones' friend, exclusively. She sees that Bones is in pain and instead of counseling caution, instead of finding out what's going on, she's poisoning the one good thing that matters to me in this world. She's destroying the trust that exists between Bones and me and I don't know how to stop it.
I've been working two jobs for months now. During the day, I work my job for the FBI, at night, I hunt for Pelant. I'm almost alone and it's starting to get to me. I can't tell Bones why I rejected her proposal and I can't tell anyone else either. Lives are in the balance and though it is ironic, I need for Pelant to trust me while I search for him and strangely he does. He wants me to remain silent about why I went back on my word to Bones and so far I have.
I don't really have a good friend like Bones does. I have an old friend, well someone who used to be my confessor and I'm seriously considering going to see him. The church denies me the confessional because I'm living with Bones. Since I'm living in sin, I don't have that part of my faith to help me through this.
When I was in the Army he was my confessor, someone that I could count on to give me advice and help me see past the bad days. He's no longer a priest and he runs a bar of all things. That may be my way around the wall that exists between me and the church. I've always trusted that the church would be there for me whenever I needed it; but, because I've broken a rule, that avenue of hope, that sanctuary is no longer available to me. I still trust the church; but, it doesn't trust me.
Caroline and Sweets are starting to get in my way. They want to know why I said yes and then said no to Bones' proposal. They don't understand what I'm doing and I can't break my trust with a psychopath to tell them that I know what I'm doing. Their trust is there; but, it's weak.
Hell, maybe I don't know what I'm doing. If the only one who can trust me is a devil named Pelant then I have little on my side but prayer and my trust in God. I firmly believe that He has a plan for me and that the bad things happening to me, the warped life I'm living right now will soon end and I will have the life that I need, the life that I want. I trust that He is on my side and that He will see that I've kept my faith and because I have, He will point me in the right direction. I trust in him and I trust that his plan for me includes Bones in my life. If I can't trust him, then I'm lost and there will be no future for me.
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Short I know. What do you think? Any good?