Ok this just alil somthing I came up with after seeing Order 13.
"I'm winning and losing at the same time because for my goal to be complete it means he would have to die."
I used to think this was the worst fait because deep down no matter how much it would tear me into pieces to be the one kill him I knew I would have to be the one, for my goal to be completed. This is how I thought before everything; everything I was taught to believe, betrayed me. I was the leader of the Hellsing Organization meant to protect the Queen and England form the dammed and unholy things that creep across this earth. But soon after the betrayal that was shown to my obedience was when I realized this was not my goal it was the Queen's and the unknowing England's goal. Make no mistake in saying I will stop the hunting of these dammed creatures. No, I will hunt but I will be the one to hunt and kill at my discretion. I send this letter to you my former Queen of who trusted and was entrusted with your protection. You used me as scapegoat and in this you made your biggest mistake, for now I am fugitive and try all you mite to kill me to catch me but one thing you should know before you rally your troops you used to be under my command their allegiances my still lie deep with in me not you. Even if they have changed to who allied one key fact remains, the immortal are extremely hard to kill when they are not stupid.
Regards form Integra Wingates Hellsing.
With the letter written and sealed Integra left it on the Queen's nightstand. For moment
Integra thought wither or not it worth killing her for what she had done not to her but to her men.
'Integra it's not wroth it come the night is young many things require your attention other than this decrepit old hag.' Integra let the smile grace her lips form Alucard's words. He walked over to Alucard and allowed him to wrap his arms around her waist as they jumped off the Queen's balcony to the ground. Off into the night the went the night was truly young and would never age as her and Alucard wouldn't but it would indeed change upon the Queen's realization that Integra had escaped form prison into the arms of a vampire and was now one of them. The queen first thoughts after she read the letter were not her own but Integra sent to her as taunt ' Consider yourself lucky I can let go of grudges because that is all that keeps you breathing,' With that the queen fainted and Alucard gave Integra knowing smile as they went to sleep for the day.
Ok this is a littlie one shout bout how Integra reacted to her so called crimes against the crown anyway I'm thinking making it a ficlet or even a whole Fic tell what you think R&R plz.