Title: Abandoned
Author: Natalie Giardetti
Rating: G
Spoilers: Oh, My Goddess!, Morality Bites, a slight reference to Honeymoon's Over, Magic Hour, Once Upon A Time Genre: Thoughts, angst (?)
Archive: Ask my permission first
Feedback: kitcharmed@yahoo.com
Disclaimers: I don't own any of these characters and no profit is intended. This is just for fun
Summary: Piper's thoughts as she casts the storm on San Francisco at the end of Oh, My Goddess!
Author's notes: This fic was written in about an hour or so after I thought up a few lines of this while pealing potatoes (go figure.). So there may be typos and stuff like that because I wrote it pretty quick.
Abandoned
. He's leaving. And I can't let him do so. So I left first. With the goddess powers he gave me. Because I want him to come after me. I want him to fight to save me like he did every time I have been possessed. And maybe that will force him to stay, maybe he'll realize how much I need him.
On top of the mountain, I wait for him. But he doesn't come. And suddenly, tears fill my eyes and there's a lump in my throat. The exact meaning of what has happened has just hit me in the face : Leo is leaving me.
My heart breaks into pieces. Without thinking about it, I start a storm. I'm hurt and I take it out on San Francisco like others would by hitting a wall. How can he do this to me? He promised me. He promised he would love me for all eternity, that he would always be there for me. It wasn't supposed to end like this !
I close my eyes and think of everything we went through together. Was it all for nothing ? Or was only so I could suffer even more in the end ?
When I saw we were divorced in the future, I swore it would never happen. And when Leo and I got back together, I did everything to keep that from happening, even swearing our "work" would not get between us. And for what ? So that, in the end, we end up separated and I have to raise my son alone ? It shouldn't be like this. He should've fought for me, like he did when I went out with Dan. Didn't he once tell me we were meant to be together ? He risked everything to marry me. He was supposed to not be able to live without me. Rules never kept him from being with me before.
I would like to curse at the Elders, like when they orbed Leo away when we first tried to get married. But I can't, can I? Because this time, it's not their fault. He's the one who chose.
That thought chills me to the bone. Leo chose to abandon me. And that's what hurts the most. He abandoned me.
The storm doubles in fury. People might get hurt. I don't care. Their pain is nothing compared to mine. And so, I let my pain and anger fall on the city. Behind me, blue orbs appear. A fraction of a second, I try to convince myself it's Leo. But I know very well it's not him. It's Paige and Phoebe, who came to convince me to give up my goddess powers.
They don't understand. They can't understand that I don't care about the powers. I kept them solely to force Leo to stay, so I wouldn't loose him. But he's not coming. I know it. Otherwise, he would've come before my sisters. But maybe that with these powers, I can go to him. I will fight for him. And I'll ask him why he has abandoned me.
Author: Natalie Giardetti
Rating: G
Spoilers: Oh, My Goddess!, Morality Bites, a slight reference to Honeymoon's Over, Magic Hour, Once Upon A Time Genre: Thoughts, angst (?)
Archive: Ask my permission first
Feedback: kitcharmed@yahoo.com
Disclaimers: I don't own any of these characters and no profit is intended. This is just for fun
Summary: Piper's thoughts as she casts the storm on San Francisco at the end of Oh, My Goddess!
Author's notes: This fic was written in about an hour or so after I thought up a few lines of this while pealing potatoes (go figure.). So there may be typos and stuff like that because I wrote it pretty quick.
Abandoned
. He's leaving. And I can't let him do so. So I left first. With the goddess powers he gave me. Because I want him to come after me. I want him to fight to save me like he did every time I have been possessed. And maybe that will force him to stay, maybe he'll realize how much I need him.
On top of the mountain, I wait for him. But he doesn't come. And suddenly, tears fill my eyes and there's a lump in my throat. The exact meaning of what has happened has just hit me in the face : Leo is leaving me.
My heart breaks into pieces. Without thinking about it, I start a storm. I'm hurt and I take it out on San Francisco like others would by hitting a wall. How can he do this to me? He promised me. He promised he would love me for all eternity, that he would always be there for me. It wasn't supposed to end like this !
I close my eyes and think of everything we went through together. Was it all for nothing ? Or was only so I could suffer even more in the end ?
When I saw we were divorced in the future, I swore it would never happen. And when Leo and I got back together, I did everything to keep that from happening, even swearing our "work" would not get between us. And for what ? So that, in the end, we end up separated and I have to raise my son alone ? It shouldn't be like this. He should've fought for me, like he did when I went out with Dan. Didn't he once tell me we were meant to be together ? He risked everything to marry me. He was supposed to not be able to live without me. Rules never kept him from being with me before.
I would like to curse at the Elders, like when they orbed Leo away when we first tried to get married. But I can't, can I? Because this time, it's not their fault. He's the one who chose.
That thought chills me to the bone. Leo chose to abandon me. And that's what hurts the most. He abandoned me.
The storm doubles in fury. People might get hurt. I don't care. Their pain is nothing compared to mine. And so, I let my pain and anger fall on the city. Behind me, blue orbs appear. A fraction of a second, I try to convince myself it's Leo. But I know very well it's not him. It's Paige and Phoebe, who came to convince me to give up my goddess powers.
They don't understand. They can't understand that I don't care about the powers. I kept them solely to force Leo to stay, so I wouldn't loose him. But he's not coming. I know it. Otherwise, he would've come before my sisters. But maybe that with these powers, I can go to him. I will fight for him. And I'll ask him why he has abandoned me.