Summer of Bella's freshman year of high school

God I think im in love all this summer it's just been him and me.

But now summers coming to an end and im so sad I could cry my eyes out.

So I decide im going to take the plunge and finally lose my "v" card and have sex with Edward Cullen!

"I only want this if you do….I…I love you Bella" Edwards says in his velvety voice.

" oh Edward I love you too and yes im ready" I cant believe I just said that.

Then in a sec. It took me to close my eyes were lying on his bed in the beach house. He slowly unbuttons my shirt giving me time to back out. But I don't want to. So I look deep into his emerald green eye and try to communicate that I want this. And I think he understood cuz he slowly slid off my shorts and panties and gentle pushed in to me. I hurt like crap but he stood still and allowed me time to get use to him. After a few min.s he started moving in and out of me.

" Oh god Edward don't stop god I love you"

Then Edward gave be a crooked smile and attached his mouth to my very hard nipple.

After about 10 min. I came and he soon followed. We laid there for an hour and just held each other. Made promise that it was not the last time we see each other.

The next day I left back to Phoenix with my mommy. I soon found out that my mom's new husband Phil was going to start traveling because of his new Microsoft job.

So now im in forks with good old dad police chief.

Yeah me! (Sarcasm intended)

Next summer

Even with plan of going back to the beach house I couldn't. My mom wanted me with her in New York since we barley get to see one another. So for the month a July and the end of June I was living in a pent house apartment with her.

But I rushed back to fork cause after Edward didn't communicate in any form or way for 9 months I gave up. I started seeing by ex bff and no current boyfriend Jacob Black.

Don't get me wrong I still love Edward but I don't think love should hurt that much and if he really did care he would try to contact me. Jacob was my savior when I realized Edward wasn't going to call. And I fell in love again.

And after a month seeing each other we had sex. And it's kind of all we do now and I don't mind one bit.

I love it so much we even have nicknames for each other. He's my cupcake (after the 1st time we had sex due to a cupcake) and im his bell seeing as he didn't want to name me after something sexual but whatever.

So all of august we spent by the beach in La Push making love and having fun.

One year later

My dad went off to some resort since he won it off work so now im home alone for three months!

And I spent it having the time of my life-playing house with Jake.

But I also found out the joys of other men. Ive recently been cheating on Jake with multiply other people just like I know he has been having sex with Leah Clearwater. But yet I can leave him and he cant leave me for the simple fact that we cant function with out each other.

So we decide its okay as long as once we are married we will stop. Its funny how weird my life has become.

3 months later

.GOT.MARRIED. ON A GOD FREAKIN BOAT!!!!!!!!!

So now I have a new family a new stepbrother and mother.

"Bella be nice please," Charlie tells me

I just look the other way.

"Here they come" I see a car drive into the driveway and out pops out a very attractive women who looks oddly familiar with green eyes and bronze hair in a pony tell in around her early 40's.

Then out comes her son and my hearts stops and our eyes connect.

" Bells I like you to meet Elizabeth Swan and her son Edward Cullen"

then every thing goes dark…..