"I love you, Maya." Peyton whispered as Lucas, holding onto the blonde's face.
Sabrina froze again. "I…uh…"
It always made her feel guilty shooting this scene. This was her and Peyton's tenth time trying to film this scene. It was supposed to be such an easy thing to do too. Sabrina's script had shown that she was supposed to say the L word back to him as soon as Lucas grabbed Maya's face. Then Maya and Lucas would share a passionate kiss scene. Sabrina just kept missing up every time though. The blonde wasn't doing it on purpose. Of course not. She just had a hard time following through because every time Peyton grabbed at her face, she saw her brown-eyed boyfriend. It was supposed to be him touching her like this, not Peyton. She was supposed to be saying, "I love you", to her boyfriend, not Peyton.
Get it together, Sabrina!
She chanted to herself as she shook her head, trying to keep herself in check for the scene.
It's not Peyton touching you. It's Lucas. And you're not you. You're Maya remember.
It didn't matter what she told herself though. Sabrina just couldn't keep that guilty feeling from reappearing.
Sabrina stepped away from Peyton. His hands dropped from her face. "I'm sorry again." She sighed. "I don't know what's going on with me."
The director exhaled. "It's best you figure it out soon then, Sabrina."
Sabrina just stood there in an awkward stance, staring at everyone with an apologetic expression.
Peyton looked at the blonde in confusion.
What's up with her? She's never done this before.
The director called out in irritation. "It looks like that's a wrap for now."
Then he left.
No one was angry with Sabrina. They were all just panicking over not being able to finish this episode. The filming for "Girl Meets the "L" Word" should've been finished last week. What was going on with her? That's what everyone in the room was asking themselves. This was so unlike Sabrina.
Rowan rushed up to her. "Sab, are you ok?"
Sabrina mumbled. "Yes…I mean I don't know." She stuttered, sighing. "I don't know what's going on with me." The blonde ran a hand through her hair in frustration.
Sensing Sabrina's clear sign of distress, Rowan's eyes lit up with an idea. "Why don't we go get some lunch, just the two of us, and we can talk about it." She suggested. The brunette's stomach grumbled, making Rowan giggle. "Cause' I'm starving."
Sabrina let out a light laugh. Rowan was so adorable. "Yeah, let's do that."
As Sabrina followed Rowan out of the studio, she took one last glance at Peyton, sighing.
I need to find a way to do this scene. Why can't I? It's just acting.
Sabrina tried to keep telling herself the same thing over and over again. Nothing changed though.
It didn't matter if it was just acting. Sabrina still felt horribly guilty even just thinking about kissing any other guy besides her boyfriend; besides Brad.