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okay guys so here's a new story.

i decided to stick with the guidelines this time.

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Chapter 1

Gossip Girl here,

Your one and only source into the scandalous lives of Manhattan's elite.

What's new Blair Waldorf has finally returned. 1 year B, Is that really long enough?

If you look closely I hear she has a pair of little feet to follow.

Well, well, well B, what have you gotten yourself into?

You Know You Love Me

XOXO

Gossip Girl

I picked up my phone from it going off and was shocked at what I opened.

Somehow Gossip Girl had gotten my number and made me her number 1 subject.

1 year after leaving and she just won't leave me alone. I thought it would be long enough.

Coming back was a big thing for me to do. I moved to France to get away from Chuck.

Chuck Bass. God how I still love him. Oh God, I shouldn't but I do. But I hate him at the exact same time.

I walked through the New York Airport with a blanket wrapped in my arms. I look down at my beautiful baby girl and wonder how she can be an angel but be created by a devil.

It doesn't make sense, with Chuck as her father she could be brutally abused mentally, psychologically and socially. He would humiliate her because he doesn't want a child. We had this talk.

A year into our relationship. A day 2 weeks before I left.

*Start of Flashback*

"Chuck look at her." I said pointing to a little girl toddling along in central park. "She's so cute."

I looked over at Chuck and he looked mortified. "But she so little and drools and you have to clean up after her."

I made a disgraced face. "Chuck, children aren't work. They're joys. You love them and they're half of you."

"But look at her parents. They're running after her and they can't even catch her. And her nose is running. It's disgusting." He said pulling a face and sticking his tongue out.

"So I'm guessing that means you don't want children." I stated a little angrily.

He turned and looked at me and opened his mouth to speak, but no words came out.

I stood still and then crossed my arms over my chest.

He stopped too. "No I don't want kids." He said sternly.

"Why? I do." I said trying to change his mind.

"Blair, don't look at me like that. I don't want kids and that's final." He said and started walking again.

I stood there shocked for a couple of minutes.

"So what if I want kids?" I shouted at him.

He stopped in his tracks and started to walk back.

"Blair! We are NOT having this talk again. You want kids then go have them with someone else and kill me in the process." He said and his face dropped at the end.

"I don't want to do that but I do want kids." I said really softly.

He looked at me and sighed. "Blair I do not want kids. If you get pregnant have an abortion. I don't want you to be pregnant. You're mine and I'll tell you what you can have." He said softly but sternly.

I looked at him. "Chuck don't try to tell me what to do because I won't do it."

I walked away and left Central Park.

*End of Flashback*

I couldn't let him find my daughter.

It's not his and her father died. It seemed like a reasonable explanation. And Chuck would not suspect a thing.

She was beautiful though.

My red lips and porcelain skin but Chuck's eyes and nose. My chocolate colour but Chuck's soft silky hair.

This little girl will have the best in the world, but she does not want to know her father.

Gossip Girl's blast was still bothering me as I was in the cab travelling to my mothers' house.

I was arranging to stay with my best friend Serena Van Der Woodsen.

She lived with her mother and thank god Chuck moved out a year ago according to her.

I was staying in his old room because it was the only spare room. Lily had already set up a crib and baby monitors in her apartment. She bought another double bed and had a bigger wardrobe built for me.

I was going to my mothers' to let her know I was in New York and that I was staying at Serena's and that I would love to see her.

I was not quite sure what she was going to say of Crystal Alyssa Waldorf. I loved her name I wish my mother had at least called me one of those names.

I arrived at her apartment soon time later and was greeted by a cheerful Cyrus.

"Blair, darling. You look as beautiful as ever." He said grinning.

"Thank you Cyrus." I said sweetly.

He peered into the blanket. "And who do we have here?" He asked curiously.

"We have my little girl Crystal Alyssa Waldorf." I said proudly but shyly.

"May I hold her?" He inquired.

"Sure." I passed Crystal over to Cyrus. "So where's mother?" I asked.

"I'm here darling." She said as she swept into the room wearing one of her famous designer pants and shirts.

"Mother." I said as I gingerly went over and lightly hugged her.

"Blair. How have you been?" She asked.

"I've been well mother actually I wanted you to meet someone." I said hesitantly.

"Oh Okay. Who sweetheart." She asked excitedly.

I pointed over at Cyrus who held the baby out to her. "Mum I want you to meet Crystal Alyssa Waldorf." I smiled encouragingly, hoping her reaction would be small.

"Blair Cornelia Waldorf. How could you do this to me? My fashion business will be ruined. No one will want to buy my clothes when they realize my 19 year old daughter has a..." she ranted on.

"3 month old baby." I finished for her.

"Exactly. Blair how could you?" She asked.

"Mum. No one is going to stop buying your clothes. Yeah you might get a couple of rumours about me but that doesn't affect your fashion and mum, I've always wanted my own baby. It's just sooner that I had her than later." I said.

"Oh." She said. Then looked back up at me. "He's the father, isn't he?"

I knew exactly who she was talking about. "Yeah but I don't want her knowing. I don't want anyone knowing. He is not going to be involved in her life, full stop." I said with such passion that Eleanor took a step back.

"Good because that's what I was hoping you'd say." She said.

She invited me in and we had a long chat over lunch.

Cyrus could not keep his eyes of Crystal and I had a feeling she was going to be Queen B when she hit high school but that was 12 years away.

I finally decided that I best be on my way when it hit 4 o'clock.

I said my goodbyes and went for a taxi.

Once I was loaded in with all my luggage, my baby and my phone, I received another text from Gossip Girl.

Gossip Girl here,

Just spotted, B with her little bundle of joy.

How old is he or she? Who's the father?

B, you've been a naughty girl haven't you?

But don't worry; no secret will be left untouched. I'll find out who the daddy is.

Watch your back B, it might just come and bite you when you least expect it.

XOXO

Gossip Girl.

I sat back and groaned.

I got to Lily's and Serena's and was welcomed.

"Blair, you look gorgeous. It's great to see you finally." Lily exclaimed.

"Yeah B, you look wonderful." Serena practically shouted.

"Shh..." I scolded both of them. "She's sleeping."

They both looked down at the bundle of blankets in my arms.

"Oh. Can I see her?" they both asked.

"Tomorrow." I said gently. "She's sleeping and I don't want to wake her up.

"Ok." I said and gently left.

I walked up to the room I was staying in and found the crib.

I set Crystal down and admired her.

She really was a beautiful baby.

I sighed and kissed her head.

I walked to the door. "Goodnight Princess." I said and gently closed the door.

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