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Full Summary: After being abused by her insane, drunkard Father, Lily became mute and never EVER trusted men no more…thinking they would do the same as her father did. She became friends with some but never trusted them at all…but…what happens when a certain boy came, what if he was different from others…?

Trust me

Prologue

Lily Evans, opened her eyes as her gaze drifted on the white ceiling above her bed, she turned her head and saw her best friend sleeping on another bed, snoring lightly. Yes, she was staying here, at her best friend's house, just for this summer. Her eyes landed on the ceiling once again as she let out a soft sigh.

It's been 8 years ever since that day when she had lived at her house where she was born and raised, Lily noticed it has been so long since she placed a step at that house of hers. She couldn't hold those memories no more…she had to let that by and make more memories, good and better memories…nothing about her past…nothing.

Lily shook her head with frustration of ever thinking about those memories…she couldn't sleep at all…no matter how hard she tried of not remembering about her past…it always seems to come back automatically.

Ever since first year, her life seemed to change after getting the letter from a school called, Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and wizardry. She excitedly told Petunia about the letter and the school which Petunia didn't take very well and suddenly called her a freak. It amazed Lily of how she was accepted and never knew she was a witch in the first place.

Her mother would have been proud to know that she was a witch…but, after her death, her father hasn't been the same since then, he comes home drunk, he sleeps in the couch after coming home with a half filled whiskey in his hands as he slept on the couch until afternoon. Lily always ends up coming downstairs, putting a blanket on him, throwing the whiskey away, and then leaving her drunkard father sleeping soundly.

Lily was like the mother of the house…she had her mother's emerald green eyes and beautiful auburn red hair…it almost seem like she was her own mother. Everything Lily did, reminded herself of her mother. They both did the same things and both loved to do the same things, like stay up all night in their library and read all different kinds of muggle books; they would both go to the roof and looked at the stars, figuring out the constellations, both loves chocolate…etc. Lily got her mother's looks and personality.

Petunia Evans, Lily's older sister, a horse-face girl with a bad attitude. After finding out Lily was a witch, she's been calling Lily a freak since then. It was annoying at first but then Lily got use to it. When Petunia calls her a freak she would always tell her off right back at her.

"Better a freak that a horse-face mutant."

Petunia would just glare at her and stomp away. Lily laughed at this and smiled proudly.

Soon after that, when Lily was 7 years old, her father got really DRUNK…as in, her father took more than 10 whiskeys…he got really drunk and did not know what he was doing and he could have killed himself. When he got home, he went to the kitchen to find some food, though; he was wobbling around and ended up dropping everything in the kitchen, which awoke Lily and Petunia up.

They both ran towards the kitchen, in their pajamas and ran towards their father. Their father was really drunk that he wasn't thinking straight…while Lily and Petunia was trying to check if he was alright…they heard him murmur.

"Stellar…is that you?"

That's when it happened…it all happened so fast…first thing Lily knew…she was on the ground with cuts and bruises all over her body while she was crying her eyes out. She looked up and saw her father glaring down at her. "STELLAR!" He roared.

Soon before Lily knew it…she was in a bed and her bruises and cuts were treated. She looked around and frowned, finding herself in a hospital. Petunia told Lily of how she called the police on their father and he was taken to jail. But something terrible happened before they arrived at the police station.

Lily cried her eyes out and knew everything wasn't going to be the same…nothing was the same ever since her mother died. She didn't want this no more…her mother died of illnesses and her father…oh…her father died because of being an alcoholic. Petunia had tears rolling down her eyes as she watched her sister cried in misery. Her mother left her…her sister hates her…and…her father…abused her. Lily winced in pain even just by moving her body a little.

After being release out the hospital…Lily couldn't say anything…to Petunia or her Aunt. Petunia and their Aunt hear Lily's cries every night and knew that Lily was replaying what happened to her before her father died.

She was mute and could not trust anyone…not even men…

Well? That's it? Hope you guys like it. Oh, to give you all some little information…I don't know much about the subject in Hogwarts…but I'll do some research…BUT…if you guys know…please…I would pretty much appreciate it if you tell me! In your reviews…and I SERIOUSLY don't KNOW and UNDERSTAND it. I'm sorry for being hopeless. Anyways…I hope you guys enjoy this new story. I'll be seeing you all. Oh, by the way…Stellar…is Lily's mother.

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