I always loved you
Sorry for any misspellings im on my grandma's computer and its a dinosaur and wont let me do anything right. Disclaimer: I don't own A: TLA
"Mom!" A little Zuko came running around the corner.
"What is it honey?" Ursa asked.
"A turtleduck bit me again!"
"Why would it do that?"
"I don't know."
"Oh really. Well I guess I'll have to teach that turtleduck a few lessons for messing with my son." Ursa picked Zuko up and pretended to fight him. She carried him around the corner to the little pond in the garden.
I watched the whole thing. I felt tears forming behind my eyes. 'No!' I thought 'Crying shows weakness. I don't need mothers love. I have fathers.' 'but' I argued with myself 'father only loves you because you're a prodigy. Mothers love is real.' 'No its not!' For the first time in my life I was jealous of Zuko.
"Fathers gunna kill you." I went into Zuko's room. "I heard everything. Grandfather Azulon said that father had to know the pain of losing a firstborn son, by killing you."
"Go away Azula!" Zuko said.
"It's true."
"Whats true?" Ursa can through the door.
"That dad's gunna kill Zuko." I said acting innocent.
"Azula come with me." I was angry for a moment that someone was telling me what to do but eventually left behind mother, but not before I heard "Azula always lies. Azula always lies."
"Now tell me everything." Ursa said to me.
"Well I stayed behind after father said that he should be Fire Lord since Lu-Ten died. Grandfather Azulon said that father should know what its like to lose a firstborn son, by killing Zuko." I finished.
Ursa's eyes got big at this. "Thank you, sweetie." She kissed my forehead and left.
I awoke with a start. My mother was in front of me. "I love you, sweetie, never forget that. Be nice to your brother." She hugged me for the last time an left.
The next morning I awoke to find mother missing and grandfather dead. I found Zuko in the garden crying. I was about to go mock him when I heard 'be nice to your brother.' I left him and went to find father. Grandfather Azulons funeral was quick and I was glad that all the people left. Father started being especially cruel to Zuko. Not that I cared.
Zuko was banished today! I was so happy when father gave him that scar. He sent him on an imaginary quest for the avatar! I am celebrating being an only child. 'Azula this is wrong.' A voice in my head warned. 'No its not! Stay out of my life mother!'
Dreams of my mother disappearing kept coming back for more. I wish they would just go away! Father sent me to find Zuko and my fuddyduddy uncle. Their traitors so I have to bring them back as prisoners. I had the worst dream yet that night.
After my crew failed to capture the traitors I found some old friends. Mai and Ty-Lee. 'They were such sweet girls' 'Stay out of this!' 'I remember when you tricked Zuko into falling into Mai. So cute.' 'Shut up!'
We took down Ba-Sing-Se. I did it all by my self. 'Zuko helped.' 'Of course he did. You always loved him more!' 'I love you both Azula'
Father is trusting me with his Fire Lord position after Zuko betrayed us all. I am going to be Fire Lord! I had to fire all my servants. They couldn't be trusted. 'You use fear to control them Azula. Like you did your friends Mai and Ty-Lee.' 'What choice did I have trust is for fools. Even you fear me.' 'No. I love you Azula.' I broke the mirror.
Zuzu put me in prison. I am to stay here the rest of my life. I know fathers coming for me. We'll escape and rule the world again. The avatar took away my bending, but i still do the stances. I think my bending will come back to me if i keep doing it.
I've been in this cell all my life. I am an old woman who has never known love. 'I love you Azula' For the first time in my life i cried for my mother. Zuzu had found her dead years ago. That was the one things father kept from me. Since i am old i can feel life slipping away from me. With my last breath i screamed "I love you mother!" And the world went black.
A/N: What did you think? I know its sad that Ursa was killed though. Press the button. ^_^
