The story you didn't know

Okay, so this is one of my stupid stories with stupid lemons in later chapters. It took all I could not to make this a oneshot and get it over with. Pairing is Zexion/Marluxia and others that I won't really spend time on but I might hint on it. I don't own anything but the plot. Namine is kind of able to walk around the castle now and she and Roxas didn't go back to Kairi and Sora. Nobody died either, they were just defeated. Oh, warning, yaoi, OOC, self harm and maybe future lemons... I know I can't write worth a damn. I might put just a bit of humor in there so that way I don't get too bored. Larxene is WAY OOC. I like her nicer. The song used is Hey Juliet by LMNT.

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Red droplets landed on the bathroom sink as Zexion held the knife to his pale wrist. Zexion made sure to lock the door this time, since Axel walked on him last time. Axel was the only one who knew, but what he didn't know was that Zexion still did it. 'If we're nobodies, then why do I bleed?' At this he chuckled. A bang at the door interrupted his thoughts.

"Zexion, what are you doing in there? You've been in there an hour! Open up!" The voice said, hitting the door again.

As quick as he could, he wrapped up the fresh mark, picked up the bandages, and hid the knife.

"ZEXION!!! NOW!!!" the person said again, the sweet sent of flowers coming from the other side.

"Just a minute," replied the younger boy turning on the sink making the blood go swirl down the drain.

A crash was heard as Zexion turned around to have dark blue orbs meet his own crystal blue ones. Zexion was very cool and collected. Except for the part when he squeaked really loud in surprise. Yes, he was so calm and collected.

"Uh...H-hey Marluxia," he replied nervously. Great, now he was stuttering. 'PULL IT TOGETHER!!!' his mind shouted at him. Marluxia just looked at him as if he had grown two heads.

"What where you doing in here?" He asked suspiciously.

Zexion scoffed. "Wouldn't you like to know?" he replied collecting himself, voice dripping with venom. He walked past Marluxia, regular scowl on his face. He made his way to his room and grabbed his books. Reading always calmed him down.

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Marluxia, after finishing his bath, went to the living room (A/N yes the whole castle is like a giant house). Thoughts about what Zexion could be doing in there filled his head. 'Wait.. Why do I care? What has he done for me?' But a part of his mind couldn't help but worry. His thoughts were interrupted by a face right near his.

"What ya thinkin about?" asked the redhead, grinning.

Marluxia sighed, "Nothing really."

Axel gave him a weird look. "Must be something to make you look worried like that!"

The older of the two looked at the floor. "It's just... Zexion... almost everyday he'll go in the bathroom and won't come out for hours... And I don't hear the shower or anything," Marluxia finished looking back up at Axel. Axel just grinned.

"Maybe he's jerkin off," Axel said laughing while Marluxia's face went as red as a rose. That just made Axel laugh harder.

"Seriously Axel, there's no noise except for when you hit the door then it sounds like he's rushing to clean up."

A sort of knowing look flashed through Axel's eyes for a slight second, only to be replaced with anger.

"I'll take care of it," Axel said through gritted teeth while heading to Zexion's room, leaving Marluxia with his thoughts.

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Zexion suddenly looked up from his book to find Axel in his doorway. The smell of ashes and darkness filled the room as the boy walked closer. "Hey," Axel began. Zexion knew Axel didn't come in here just to say hey.

He went back to reading, but soon the book was ripped from his hands, followed by the older one starting to say something again.

"I just had an interesting talk," before Zexion could say he didn't care, Axel continued, "with Marluxia."

Zexion's eyes widened at this but he quickly regained his composure. "And what does this have to do with me?"

Axel threw the book on the ground, "EVERYTHING!!! He told me about the bathroom incident. I thought you quit that stupid habit!!! Now I'm fuckin pissed!"

"We don't have feelings..."

"Well I certainly think we do because I know you feel stuff too. Not only are you worrying me but now he's worried too! "

Zexion, shocked, said, "He's...worried..." 'Is he really?'

Axel sat down near Zexion and put a hand on his shoulder. "You really need to stop this. People will find out."

Getting up, Zexion replied, "I've tried." And he left for the library.

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Marluxia lay there with his iPod. He put it on random but he knew all of the songs so it didn't really matter. He really needed some music to get image of Zexion's shocked, yet cute, face as Marluxia walked in the bathroom. 'Cute? Did I just say cute? I swear, I'm going crazy!' The song started up.

'Hey I've been watching you
Every little thing you do
Every time I see you dance
In my homeroom class, makes my heart beat fast

'I didn't put this song.'

I've tried to page you twice
But I see you roll your eyes
Wish I could make it real
But your lips are sealed, that ain't no big deal
'Cause I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin'to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me'

'Wait what is this song? Damn you Larxene!!! Always stealing my damn iPod!' At that moment Zexion entered the living room. Mind you the living room is huge so it would take a little while for him to walk across. Marluxia just couldn't help but stare. And Zexion glanced back for a slight moment

'Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet'

'What the hell. That was plain... freaky...' Once the chorus was done Zexion had just left. Though, that didn't mean he turned the song off. As the song continued, he let his thoughts flow freely, but somehow they always came back to Zexion. Maybe he did like the younger one.

'Girl you got me on my knees
Beggin' please, baby please
Got my best DJ on the radiowaves saying
Hey Juliet, why do you do him this way
Too far to turn around
So I'm gonna stand my ground
Gimme just a little bit of hope
With a smile or a glance, gimme one more chance'

How he wished Zexion would just give a smile. But if that happened, Kingdom Hearts would probably crack. Or Xigbar and Demyx would date. Whichever one.

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Did Marluxia really care? But...nobodies don't have feelings, right? It doesn't make sense. 'Maybe I'm thinking too much.' He slowly walked into the living room. There sat Marluxia in all his glory, lying on the couch listening to his iPod. 'Speak of the devil.' He sighed and continued walking. It was unnerving. For a slight second, their eyes met, and Zexion looked away quickly.

He finally made his way in the library, sat down, and began to read. Too bad his thoughts kept bringing him back to Marluxia. Those eyes. The best shade of blue he'd every seen. But what was in those eyes when he looked into them.

Curiosity, worry. But...there was something else. Something Zexion couldn't identify. It was almost the same look...he saw Namine give to Larxene. Affection? No that couldn't be it. Though he had to admit, Marluxia is pretty cute.

Hours later he looked at the clock. 'I need sleep' He thought as he made his way to his room. Funny, Marluxia wasn't in the living room anymore, but the scent of rose petals still lingered in the room. He changed into a black long sleeve shirt and left his black boxers on. Pulling is journal out, he sat at his desk and began to write about today's events. Once finished he hid it safely and crawled into bed. (A/N he has a journal because it makes everything more interesting. also, it's just more fun to write about. P) The minute his head hit the pillow, his shut and he drifted into his own world.

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The clock had just struck midnight and he was still up. Maybe he could catch a glimpse of the boy while he slept. 'You know, just to make sure he was alright.' Yep, that was his excuse. He walked into the portal, which he hoped lead to Zexion's room.

Let's just say he wasn't that lucky.

First room, he was meet with a disturbing sight of Xemnas and Saix wrapped around each other sleeping naked.

Second room, Larxene holding a sleeping Namine. "What the hell are you doing here?" Larxene whispered angrily.

"Trying to get to my room." He said nervously, "I won't tell anyone."

Her eyes softened, "Thanks."

Third time's the charm. He stood over the peaceful looking boy. He looked nothing more than a child lying there as his crystal colored hair was slightly falling in front of his face while his covers were thrown at his waist. The older boy gently moved the hair out of the other boy's eyes. "M-Marluxia..." Marluxia froze. 'Shit! He's awake!'

But the boy didn't budge. He was moaning in his sleep. "M-Marluxia... don't... leave...me," he moaned in his sleep. Marluxia could do nothing more than just smile and blush, while he brought the covers up to Zexion's chest. Marluxia decided to leave before he got caught, but something caught his eye. It was a book on Zexion's desk, the cover was decorated with blue and purple roses. 'So Zexion likes blue and purple roses... interesting.' And with that he left to his own room.

Putting on long pajama pants and taking off his shirt, Marluxia climbed into bed. 'Tomorrow should be interesting.' And with that he was temporarily dead to the world.

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Okay that's all for now because I need a break. Next chapter will have more Namine/Larxene but if people don't want it and just want me to stick to Zexion/Marluxia then okay. Reviews are appreciated.